ʜᴇʀ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ ᴀᴅᴍɪʀᴇʀ +15

Stars

I layed with her gently dragging my fingers through her long curly hair, Milo ended up climbing into bed laying between us. I rested my forehead on hers while she's layed there I admired her kissing her gently while she slept. "Your so pretty" I whispered into her lips before standing up and getting dressed. I pulled my hair back before walking to the bathroom, I turned on the shower and took off the dirty clothes I just pulled over my body.

I tossed them against the hard floor in the bathroom, I hopped into the half tub. I ran my fingers throughout my hair feeling the hot water run against my body. I whimpered as the water was the hottest it could get, I looked down seeing blood drip from the cuts and scars that were done against the skin on my thighs. I felt tears form in my eyes when I ran my fingers over them, I couldn't help but feel so disgusting with my body.

After about half and hour I ended up getting out of the shower, I lifted my phone up to a text from Luca. "Sorry sweet girl, something with Claire" I scoffed and threw my phone on the counter. I felt hurt, I ended up just walking out of the bathroom leaving all my dirty laundry on the floor. I walked to my bedroom placing a bra around my torso, I moved my soaked hair to the right side of my neck showing the hickeys that Luca left on my skin. I smirked running my fingers across them, pushed a rolling stone shirt over my shoulders it reached my knees, I smiled before pulling up a pair of Jean shorts.

I walked down the stairs bunching my hair in my palm, I walked into the kitchen grabbing a blue Gatorade. I grabbed my car Keys wrapping them around my finger, ding. My heart dropped while I moved my hand down to my pocket where my phone stayed, I opened my messages and watched feeling tears form in my eyes. "Hey mila baby. I love you and I adore you but we shouldn't be together. This baby made me think about things." Her message read.

Luca
L- hey mila baby. I love you and I adore you but we shouldn't be together. This baby made me think about things.
M-no what the hell no Luca.
Seen.
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I collapsed to the floor I felt my body curl in a ball in the corner of my kitchen, I threw my phone across the room. I stood up and walking out of the house leaving my phone on the floor where I left it. I got into the car and started it before driving out of my driveway, I felt tears streaming down my face pulling up to a small coffee shop. The coffee shop. I stepped inside ordering my usual order, I sighed wiping the tears from my face looking over into the corner. "Mike? OH MY FUCKING GOD MIKE?" I said loudly before he looked up and smiled walking over to me picking me up.

I wrapped my arms around him and he hugged me making me smile, "mila hey hello you look amazing" he smiled setting me down making me look at him before he hugged me again. "Hey what's wrong Mila?" He asked me noticing the tears that were streaming down my face. "Oh nothing, just break up stuff I guess" I mumbled replying to him. I looked up at him before grabbing my coffee, he tilted his head and smirked. "But why would someone want to lose you.?" He asked me looking at me closely. "She wanted her family, I'm gonna let her be happy." I replied to him. He sighed and patted my shoulder before gripping my hand walking me out of the coffee place.

I took a sip of my coffee before he looked at my car, "mila you have had this car since we met" he sighed and I looked at him rolling my eyes. "That's no that's not even funny." I unlocked the car getting in the drivers seat, when he jumped into the passenger seat. "Okay okay okay" he replied before we started to drive. "How did you even end up in my car?" I asked him, he smiled and I tilted my head before he shrugged. "We are old buddies catching up" he replied and I looked at him rolling my eyes. "More like we were buddies then you told me you wanted me and lead me on" I replied looking at him rolling my eyes before pulling over at a park.

I watched him get out of my car and waved, I smiled as he looked at the blonde on the bench he hugged her and kissed her. It felt like a flash like that was me and Luca and in a way I wanted it to be me and Luca. I needed Luca back in my arms in my car, I started to drive. I pulled back up to my house I dreaded being back here, her clothes were in my closet her lipstick stains on my cups. The mirrors that showed her hickeys against me, her blanket on my couch. I walked inside the empty house, Milo ran up to me and I picked him up holding him tightly collapsing with him in my arms sobbing into his fur coat.

Luca Luca,Luca please.