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Yours.

Yours-Conan gray
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I felt a smile peer across my face, hearing her gentle snores. Good she fell asleep. Is that thought came to me, I looked at her face sitting up and admiring her. I pushed the duvets over her and kissed her forehead lightly. I found her shirt and pulled over my head, I threw on a new pair of underwear and smiled laying out a shirt and sweats for her to wear once she was awake.

Her mellow snores were so cute, I couldn't have a smile peer across my face and kissed her lips gently before walking downstairs.

I walked to the kitchen, and started making her a soup and grilled cheese for when she woke up. Did you see her body Mila. A voice in the back of my head ran through my mind making me blush while I was making her coffee,  And her gorgeous smile Mila. Another one run through my ears l, what would her girlfriend do if she found out?.

My smile immediately faded, I looked at the marble counter tops, I finished her cup of coffee and added a little vanilla creamer, I placed next to the pot of soup and pulled the cheese out of the fridge gently cutting little peices for the grilled sandwich. Why can't I be luca's
Tears ran down my cheeks, I put the cheese away and grabbed to slices of bread trying to hold back my tears as I smeared butter on them.

Soon I heard a sob come from my mouth, I collapsed on the floor and pushed my back against the cabinets gently sobbing trying to stay quiet, I rest my head in my lap looking at the stove across from me. I felt my heart breaking.

Why am I crying? She isn't even mine. My chest got heavy and I felt numb. I picked myself up and continued to cook wiping my tears away. I let my thoughts die down, I heard footsteps slowly make there way down the stairs.

There she was her hair was messy, her makeup was smudged, she gave me a soft smile making me blush a deep shade of pink and I quickly dished up her food I walked over to her placing a kiss on her lips, I felt her kiss me back, she took the plate from my hands and I blushed slightly. She walked and sat at the table, she put the plate down and her phone right next to it, I walked over kissing her head.

"Aren't you eating?" She whispered as I kissed her, I pulled away and gently shook my head, "not really hungry" I replied putting a dr. Pepper next the plate, her phone lit up and I noticed something I didn't before, her background.

My eyes instantly noticed, it was her and Claire. They were kissing and holding hands on a Polaroid. I felt my heart to drop, it felt like I couldn't breathe I slowly walked away from the table trying to make it seem like I didn't just get hurt by the background.

She's not yours. She's not yours. She's not yours. Is all I though the whole way, I turned to look at Luca she was already looking at me, I quickly turned resting my elbows on the counter tops, I placed my head ontop of my hands.

She walked over to me placing her hand on my back gently and rubbing it up and down with her palms, "I'm sorry" she whispered resting her head on my shoulder, "I can leave." She added onto it and I shook my head immediately kissing her passionately and hard. "No no no Luca, baby-" I stopped and looked at her flushed, she gave me a puzzled look, I couldn't tell if it was good or bad.

I looked down and she quickly grabbed my chin making me lean down and kiss her hard, I kissed her back wrapping my head around her waist and pulling her close to my body so she's pushed up against me, she wrapped her arms around my neck and I smirked, I let her pull away, she was breathing steadily, I smirked and rested my forehead on hers.

We were interrupted by her phone, she grabbed it and walked over and she had a frown painted along her face, "it's claire" her voice in a soft tone, she added onto her statement by simply saying "she's wondering where I was last night" she placed her phone down. She put her hands down to her side, I noticed something and gently grabbed her wrists trying to see the palm of her hands, she dropped them quickly.

I gave her a concerned look, she put them in my palms in closed fists, I lifted them and she opened them revealing scabbed moon crests, I looked into her eyes, it made me sad that she was hurt, I closed her fists and closed my eyes kissing both of her palms gently, I pulled her to my chest and rubbed her back slightly.

She started to cry, I felt my shirt get a little damped, I kissed her forehead and managed to hold her without crying, I ran my fingers through her hair and whispered, "I'm here Luca I'm right here"

I didn't want to let her go, she needs me and I need her, I pulled her away I cupped her face and wiped her tears away with my thumbs, she looked at me through her foggy eyes, and I kissed her lips gently.

She's not mine, but I'm her's. I'm staying by this statement even in the end if she doesn't need me, I thought while keeping her close to my chest.

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