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Cry

𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘢'𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘷
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I drove into my driveway parking the car infront of the garage before stepping out of the car, I closed the door and locked the car walking up to the front door, slowly I turned the key in the door swining it open. I walked into the house and threw my shoes on the shoe rack.

I sniffed the air I looked around surprised at the bacon scent that filled the air of the small house, I walked into the kitchen, "A-ares?" I said feeling my voice tremble as I struggle to speak. It felt as their was a knot lodged into my throat like my breathing started becoming uneasy.

"Mila.?" He walked over to me and grabbed both my hands, he moved his hand up to my face and pushed it to the side gently dragging his fingers along my cheek, "did I do that?" He said in a concerning tone. I nodded slightly and he hugged me, I dropped my hands to my sides not hugging him back and then pushed him off me.

"Why.?" I asked looking at him with a frowned playing with my fingers brushing them off the other one and tilts my head watching Ares and his every move. "You actually believed that I hooked up with someone else?" I glared at him.

He starred down at his feet ashamed of admitting he was wrong, which he usually is it feels like every week me and him are fighting about something new, "Leave." My voice firm making sure he understood.

He whispered back "No.", he looked at me his eyes filled with tears, he never cries, I looked at him with a shocked expression painted on my face.

"Ares what did you do." I starred at him as he struggled to get the words out of his mouth. "Mila I did something" he walked over to me grabbing my hands, I could smell the whiskey in his breathe, he has already been drinking and it's only 11am.

I looked up in his teary eyes as he shakily said it, "when you kicked me out last night, I fucked someone." He looked at me the frown dropping down his face.

I slapped his hands away, I couldn't help but laugh through my tears rubbing my hands through my hair, he tried to grab my arms and I pushed him away every time, "Ares what the actual fuck" I finally added onto my laughing and he gave me a shocked expression.

He pushed his turtle neck down revealing the dark love marks left along his collarbone up his neck, I felt my eyes start to water and I turned to walk away feeling his grip around my wrist, "Wait Mila" his concerned tone made me turn to look at him.

"No leave." I added trying to pull my hand away from his grasp and he tightened the grip around my wrist making me wince and cries out, "Ares let go." I look up at him, he pulled me to his chest kissing my lips harshly, I tried to pull away and he wrapped his hand around my neck.

"Ares," I cried into his mouth hoping for him to hear me. ",please let go." I pleaded feeling my breathe start to slow down from his grip around my neck getting tired gasping for air, before he dropped me onto the floor, I collapsed hitting the hard wood floor and he looked down at me kneeling to my level and grabbing my face.

"Wanna know what we did?" A smirked streched across his face keeping his grip on my cheek bones, "you know that red mustang I drive? I took her I'm their and fucked her in the back making sure she moaned my name" he let go noticing the tears run down my face and I crawled into the corner of the kitchen leaning against the cupboard.

I felt myself start to cry, all I heard was his words on repeat, they ran through my head, I covered my mouth holding back my sobs, I heard his footsteps walk past me and then I heard the tv turn on, I sat on the floor holding my knees and resting my head on the tops of my knees, I rubbed my hands up and down the outsides of my calves trying to find comfort for myself.

I managed to gather myself and stood up from the floor looking over at the couch seeing the fluffy hair on the back of Ares head, I walked up the starts feeling my legs tremble, I felt his eyes stare me down, I walked up the creaky steps one by one, I reached the top of the stairs and walked down the hallway and into my room collapsing into my bed.

I felt tears slide down thr right side of my face hitting my pillow, I faced the white wall, I slowly blinked my eyes hearing my door creak open he took off his shirt and pants and layed down next to me wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me close to his chest, I felt my lungs tighten and my breathing go unsteady.

I soon felt his grasp lighten and heard his snoring against my neck moved myself out of his arms and grabbed a blanket walking downstairs, making sure to not make a sound, not even a creak, I layed on the couch pulling the blanket over me trying to let my mind slow, I watched the ceiling slowly dozing off into a deep sleep .

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