ʜᴇʀ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ ᴀᴅᴍɪʀᴇʀ +15

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𝘔𝘪𝘭𝘢'𝘴 𝘗𝘰𝘷
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I unlocked the front door with the groceries in hand, hearing the loud snoring of Ares in my room, I walked to the kitchen and put the groceries away, I grabbed a big pot and then grabbed a cutting board putting a white onion mincing it into tiny pieces and putting that at the bottom of the pot doing the same with the garlic, then I diced up potatoes and thinly cut the carrots and celery, I poured chicken brothe into the pot with the caramelized onions and let it simmer before pouring the vegetables into the pots and fried the chicken, I diced the cooked chicken after it being cooked and threw it in the pot, putting the lid onto of the hot steam.

I yawned and felt my body lean against my marbled counter tops keeping my head down as I wait for the soup to finish cooking, soon I felt to hands wrap around my waist and turn me around, it was Ares, I pulled me to his chest and he kept me close. "I'm sorry." He whispered into my hair and kissed the top of my head.

"Whatever" I quietly said, the hug lasted for what felt like forever, before he finally let go of my waist and kissed my lips gently whispering into my mouth, "you are cooking for me even after I did that monkey".

The monkey, that stupid nickname made me feel even worse i push his shoulders "your an asshole drunk." I pushed his shoulder and turned back to the pot snarling at him. He sat on the counter watching me cook his food and then put a bowl of soup infront of his face, the steam moving up from the bowl and then grabs some soda crackers for him, before turning off the stove putting the lid back on, I walked to the living room and sat on the red couch wrapping a fluffy blanket on my lap. I switched through shows on Netflix before turning on Brooklyn 99.

Ares sat next to me and looked at me noticing my dull face, "your still mad at me aren't you?" He asked me watching the expression on my face I glanced at him shrugged and then looked back at the tv, "I guess." I whispered not looking in his direction.

"But baby." He rubbed his hand up my thigh and I pushed his hand away, "Ares no." I glared at him and he tried again running his hand up my thighs playing with my sweatpants, I stood up quickly and threw the blanket at him, "Dude fuck off." I snarled and walked into my room slamming the door behind me, I sat on my bed listening to the silence that ran through the house, I felt myself start to cry, feeling the warmth of the tears running down my face I hugged a stuffed animal my bestfriend gave me and sobbed into a blanket.

"Monkey." Ares whispered as he opened the door and sat on the bed rubbing my arm with his hand, "look I'm sorry" he added.

I pushed his hand off me and whispered loud enough for him to hear it, "leave ares, fucking go." I turned to him glaring at him through my silky tears, he scoffed grabbed my chin making me look at him, I winced at his harsh touch and felt my tears get thicker. He yelled but I couldn't hear him through the ringing that went through my ears and he let go grabbing his coat and storming down the stairs slamming the door behind him, I heard his car start and I watched out the window making sure he drove away before running downstairs locking all my doors and window.

I walked back into my room and grabbed a pair of grandpa pants and a black t-shirt laying them on the bed, I put a bottle of baby lotion next to the stack of clothing and I took out my hair tye setting it next to the clothing, I walked into the bathroom and started the shower turning it more hot then cold. I then grabbed my towel putting it on the lid of the toilet I looked at my phone, I turned on my playlist for the shower "Cherry blossoms by shady moon", took of my clothing on my body and looked in the mirror frowning at the shape of my body, I started running my hand down my body.

I stepped one foot at a time into the hot water and whines at the feeling against my skin, I felt my body ache as I put shampoo on my hand rubbing it into thr palms of my hand and then runs my fingers through my wet slicked back hair, I would then lean my back against the water washing all the shampoo out of my hair, doing the same with conditioner and then finally rubs strawberry scented body was and rubs it in between my fingers before rubbing it all over my body, and then rinsing myself off before turned the water off and wrapping my towel around my body.

I walked to my room leaving wet footprints leading into the wooden door I ran my finger against the dented wood and frowned, my head was aching and my eyes were burning, I walked into my room putting on the lotion and then my pajamas before laying my self in my bed and turning on my laptop putting on my reading glasses watching a horror movie, before  slowly falling asleep listening the loud movie in the background.

(𝘪 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘺 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘣𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦 😭)

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