ʜᴇʀ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ ᴀᴅᴍɪʀᴇʀ +15

Owen.

I fell asleep with my hand rested on her cheek, she's so perfect. I'm honestly so inlove with this girl.

Maybe it's a little too soon to be telling her I love her, but I just want her all to myself, I'm honestly obsessed with this pretty girl, the way she looks when her eyes are closed, she seemed so at peace. I woke up running my fingers through her hair as she slept playing, her hair was so silky and long.

I admired her, she lightly snored, I felt myself flustered up from her actions. She's adorable this girl is so cute, I gently rubbed my thumb against her cheek. I kissed her forehead lightly before getting up and walking out of the room. I wrapped my house coat around my body.

I walked into the bathroom turning on the sink and brushing my teeth, I knew Luca probably had to go home today which made me sad. I shouldn't keep her with me all the time she had a pregnant girlfriend to take care of I was just a side peice.

I walked over to my room shaking Luca gently, she looked up into my eyes and I felt my cheeks burn up fr the sight of her hazel eyes when she first opened her eyes. She smiled light as I leaned down to kiss her lips gently, she kissed me back and I whispered into her mouth.

"You probably need to go home huh?" She looked at me frowning nodding her head up and down slowly and bit the insides of my cheek. I didn't want her to go home, but i shouldn't keep her away from her real life. She got up and put on some shorts and a t-shirt, I admired every inch of her body as she stood up. "She's so perfect" I whispered to myself hoping she didn't hear me. She turned cupped my face kissing me before she grabbed her bag. "I'll see you after?" She whispered into my mouth kissing me again I nodded and watched her leave before collapsing onto my bed.

Now I'm alone, I hated being alone but I understand she needed to go. I walked downstairs cleaning up the kitchen, I grabbed a vacuum and started cleaning the rug. Cleaning will take my mind off of all of it I'm sure of it.

I started cleaning the tables and sprayed a scented bottle onto the cushions, it was lavender vanilla scented which wasn't the best one but it was the only bottle I had left, I sat it down onto the table and ran upstairs grabbing my dirty laundry, I walked back down the stairs having it on my hip and kneeled down while opening up the washer. I threw all the clothes into it and started the machine, I walked to the kitchen I took out a big bowl, I grabbed the flour and brown sugar I grabbed all the ingredients to make cookies and went into the freezer grabbing chocolate chip cookies.

I started mixing everything together and took out a baking sheet and started forming balls placing them onto the pan, I put them in the oven and washed my hands before checking my phone. I texted Luca "made cookies for you to try 💗" I smiled before checking her story, I honestly felt my heart drop. She didn't go home, she went to some guys house. His name was Owen? Who the fuck is Owen. The picture was just them, they were hugging her arm was wrapped around his neck and she was holding the phone. She texted back "Can't wait 💗" I left her on seen I couldn't deal with that right now.

I sat on the counter waiting for my cookies to be done, I got off the counter and opened the oven pulling them out once my timer beeped. I walked over to the couch and collapsed my phone went off and i opened the message "opened.?" She replied and I was gonna send a text I knew I was gonna regret. "Luca we need to take a break, or stop seeing eachother for abit." I replied feeling tears start to form in my eyes.

"You have a girlfriend, i do not want to be a side peice." I practically threw my phone after sending that message grabbing my knees and crying onto my skin. Why would I do that? She's the only thing that makes me feel happy.

I soon heard a knock at my door I opened it to find emmi, she had a bottle of vodka and a bag. She walked in and I was confused seeing her storm into my house. I closed the door and wiped my tears whispering into the air "come right in then queen emmi" my voice was trembling and she could tell I was crying i walked over to her and she looked I my eyes. "Ares?" She asked and I shook my head laughing grabbing the bottle from her opening the cap, "No" I replied taking a shot of the vodka before passing it back to her, she sighed and tears formed into her eyes. "Cooper broke up with me." Her voice was shaky and I walked over to her hugging her tightly.

I told him to take care of her not fucking break her. I rubbed her arm slowly and rested my head onto of hers and she hugged my tightly, emmi has been through alot of shit and I never expected Cooper to break her.

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Authors note: the next chapters might be choppy and gross there will be NO sex in any of the chapters or kissing. These next chapters will be short and difficult to write so don't enjoy them.

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