>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
How can someone pretend for so long that they are perfect
some people pretend for a day, a week, or a year but you
You have been pretending for your entire life Mia Jensen
Do you really think people around school believe in your fake smile
Your fake happiness, your fake perfect relationship
If you do then let me break the news to youMost of us see right through your lies
You once told me that every woman wears a mask
At first, I didn't think you wore one but little by little
I started to see a side of yours that I didn't know
One day you were the happiest girl on the planet
the next day you were quiet and almost timid
the day after you looked mad and full of anger
And day after day you kept on having different moods
The signs were there but I didn't see them
I was so focused on the relationship you had that I made the reason
That night I wanted every reason I could find to stay
You told me to go to the party and I went
You told me to have fun and I tried to have
You told me to go on the jacuzzi and I did
I did everything that I could think of to make you look at me
To make you see me, but you never did
Not when he was by your side, but even when he wasn't he was all you talked about
Monty this, Monty that and I admit
Now I admit
I was jealous and I made that the reason
The only reason
That party wasn't just surprising to see you so friendly with me
But also Jessica
Your whole group was being nice for once but that didn't last though
I admired you, Mia, you have been through so much yet when looking at you
You seem so pure and untouchable
What are your secrets, Mia Jensen
I believe tonight was one of them right?
Not anymore
Once I realized who was at the center of all the things that hurt me
I had my answer, but in a different way you find yours
I didn't grab bottles and bottles of alcohol
I got my answer by thinking about you
I thouhgt about you all the time Mia
How didn't you noticed that?
I tried to talk to you a couple of days later I recorded tape 12
The same day I saw Bryce walker for the first time after it happened
But you ignored me,like you always did, this past year
So lost in your own world, a world where you can controll everyone and everything
a fake world you live in Mia
I gave life one more chance
I looked for you, in every room I went in
I trusted in you to help me, if anyone could talk about being broke
it was you, Mia Jensen
But instead, of having Mia Jensen i got Millicent Jones
I wish I could say I finally followed your advice
But I have always done that, haven't I?
Maybe even more than I should have
So Mia I took your advice for the last time
I couldn't deal with my own problems
So I'm not dealing with anything anymore
For the first time Mia, you gave me an actually good advice
SO Thank you Mia Jensen
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
YOU ARE READING
a beautiful soul
Teen FictionMia it's the typical queen B at Liberty High, hanging out with the jocks seemed pretty normal for her, but that was all in the past. Since the tapes are out Mia and her friends been a complete mess. Mia kept that night a secret and so did all her fr...