Dark Lover

2.Mile - After he leave me

Its already 3 month he leave my penthouse.  But I still come here everyday. I feel like he still here. I am angry,  extremely angry because he refused my offer.  I never Imagine he choose to live like a common person and leave all the luxury life I give him. I frustratedly look at my engagement ring at my finger.  I never thought of getting engage but my family force me to get involved with this bullshit situation. I know its not about business but my parent force me to settle down and start new family. All this business just an excuse.  I never fall for my fiance. She just like a puppet to her family.  She is one of the most beautiful girl I ever seen, but I just don't fall for her like I fall for 18 years old bright last 3 years ago.
It's also become the starter point for me to know my sensuality.  I never know that I like man until I meet him .

I was in my car waiting for my friend when i meet him for the first time. I dont want to go down because I dont familiar with this neighbourhood.  I am from high end class and I never been to the place like this before. So I felt a bit uncomfortable and a bit worried.
I still dont understand what make my friend come here and I dont think he have any connections with people around here. While waiting, I look around and see a boy who look out of the place. He too beautiful to walk freely in this neighbourhood.  Through his cloth I now he is from here, it just his visual really suprise me.  He happily buy a flower and carefully hold the flower. Who is the lucky girl who will receive the flower from this beautiful guy. I am a bit angry and uncomfortable when I think of the receiver. I look at him until he dissapear from me.
The second time I see him is after a few month of our first meet. I have been to the same place everyday but he never appeared.  So seing him today with a flower really excite me. I quickly follow him and really grateful that I agreed to follow my mom for her check up. This hospital is not for someone like him. It will cost him fortune to get treatment here. So he is one of the family member patient who received donation from my family to receive treament here. Its mean he dont need to pay for everything.  The cost of treatment will be pay by our family fund. Its one of my grandma charity activity. I look how he happily give the flower to old lady. He kiss her lovingly and start wiping her body. Within a half and hour I already know the old lady situation and how he apply from our foundation for his grandma. I still observing him, how he look so friendly with all the staff and doctors. He is just 18 years old and now busy doing his school homework. He is freshers at one of prestige university.  Some time he come with a few friend and doing their homework at his grandma ward. I am satisfied by just observing him untill someday one of his girl friend confess to him, before he reply his grandma suddenly become worst. Both of them hugging each other and wait for the miracle.  And at the same night I come and see him,  give him an offer and ask him to choice between his grandma and his life. He look at me confusely and stuned. Why, he ask me.  Because I want you , I said to 18 years old boy. He still confused. I will make sure she received treatment here all her life as long as you come to me I said calmly. This is wrong, my grandma already  received help from the R  foundation he try to refuse. Yes, have you check my card baby, I ask him calmly.  He now look at me with wide eyes. Yes, the foundation belong to my family and I can do anything I want, I said firmly. Please Mr mile, he suddenly said. Go to the place in the card. So your grandma will be receive the best treatment I said and leave him alone.

It take him a week before he come to my penthouse.  He look scare and worry.  I am here, he said slowly.  What I need to do he ask me. That question really confused me. I really dont have a plan for him, I just want him to be here. After I make sure he is comfortable in my penthouse I leave him alone. I make sure to visit him everyday and try to be his friend.  I was very happy until the day, I saw how his friend send him home. He casually hug him.  Both young guy happily teasing each other. Bright,  I call him coldly. He look at me and smile cheerfully.  Since the day he come to me penthouse, I never treat him badly and he become comfortable with me. Hi phi  , he said and walk toward me. Lets go, I said and he followed me confusely. 
From now on ,you are not allow to leave for your school I Said firmly.  Why, he ask me slowly. No reason, you have everything needed here for your online class, dont leave the house I said coldly.
I don't know why, but I really lost My cool when he disobey my orders and went to his school like usual. For the first time I force myself on him.
I make him cry and force him sensually that night. I can see how he scream and begging when I do him. I will never forget that 18 years old boy begging eyes that night.  The way how he shaking badly and look at me with hate after I clean him and help him to my bed. The way he refuse my help the next day even his is burning with fever. I will never forget all of that.

Now I am here in empty room with empty heart.  I never felt peace after he leave me. I never felt happy after he leave me. I never felt like same person again after he leave me.