Dark Lover

4.Mile - Together forever

I already forget about that stupid boy. How could he just leave after living with me for 5 years.  I have nothing to lost. I dont care how he live now. He is no body. He is just my dark lover. I try to lie to myself everyday.  But here I am still at my apartment, try to find some peace.
It's really frustrated when I cant  forget about him. How could he just leave like that. I know where he live and I will know what he do now if i want. But my pride stopping me to go and meet him. Beside I am engage to a nina. Cant he wait.  He know how I hate girls. I need some time to clear things up, but that stupid boy just run and not turn back at all.

Nothing change in this penthouse.  He dont bring anything except for a few shirt . He even leave his lamborghini. He  just leave. I still transfer his allowance like usual . Its nearly a year. He is a part of my life. I just can't ignore him for real. I look at my fiance picture and smirk. Finally after nearly one year, I manage to get the prove. I know my parent and my fiance parent are in big war right now. Its you, suddenly my fiance or soon to be ex yelling at me. I just look at her. It's you, she yell again.
We can settle this quietly but you must terminate our engagement yourself or I will terminate but I cant promise that your family will love it, I said casually.
Why, what make you hate me so much , my fiance ask me calmly now. Nothing, I just felt nothing towards you I reply. And Dont you ever step in this house again, I said coldly. What so special about this house, she ask me again. I am busy, just go while I am being nice, I said.

It's annoying but I need to meet metawin today. That stupid guy, dont want to meet with my representatives.  If not because of the land he own, I dont even care about him. I need the land.
I don't want to make an issue so I just go to his company with my personal assistant.  I dont want any attention so both of us just walk slowly to the receptionist.  The receptionist look at me with wide eyes. He quickly escort me to the vip lift. He try his best to look calm and proper.  I just smile and let him close the lift door. Stop, I said and look outside the lift. Am I dreaming. I quickly get out and look at a 2 guy who now wearing apron and happily talking to each other. It's him. My assistant quickly follow him and I try to calm down and walk into the lift. What is he doing here. What is he wearing. I can get him out of my mind. Since my personal assistant already tailing him, I just need be patient and meet metawin calmly.

What is he doing there, I quickly ask my personal assistant.  He look a bit worried.  He own a small bakery and they are supplying dessert and pastry to metawin staff cafe. He look different, mike said slowly. Now I am getting restless. I still remember how metawin ask me to try the pastry in his room. He clearly enjoy the pastry. It's really delicious and I jokingly said that I will recruit his pastry chef. Metawin confidently said that no one can buy his pastry chef because they are close to each other. Are they the same person. I cant help but to felt anxious.  I know if someone like me can fall for that angel, I am sure so do metawin.

I now looking at small bakery. It's look like usual bakery but I can feel it special. The ambiance, layout and decoration are different. I really want to get into the cafe but I cant. I dont want to scare him. I am not ready myself. What going on, I ask when I see sarawat the most famous star at the moment who become our ambassador for beer casually walk into the cafe. I can see how my baby quickly greet him and hug him like close friend. Not long after that another few artist come and joint them. Boss, this cafe become famous because sarawat unintentionally visit once and fall in love with their pastry. So he post and give good review. Since then many of his fans and local visit to try out this cafe, mike quickly explain. I can see how the visitors enjoy their time and he look calm and handsome like usual. But like mike said he look cheerful and brighter. I never thought he can laugh happily with his customer.

During our way to go home, I cant help but to recall how he look so calm and very quiet person. He never give me that kind of smile. He just politely smile and always behave. Not once, he act friendly with me. That really make me felt uncomfortable.  They way he hug others and smile sincerely cant leave my mind. He is with me for 5 years, dont he feel anything.  He really happy to leave me.

Again I am at our home. I need to calm down. This is the only place I can felt peace. I look at his favourite swing. He always sit here and read his book. Now I remember how he love baking. I love all his dessert but I don't prefer him to bake because I don't want him to tire himself. I never thought that, he is really serious and plan this all this time. This Is also the reason, he always ask to visit famous bakery when we travel. He never ask for branded item but he will happy if we can visit the famous bakery. I am too confident. Not once occurred to me that, he will leave me. No, I even thought that we will together forever.