Dark Lover

10.Mile - As you wish

I look at my baby who now sleeping peacefully. I cant stop looking at his beautiful face. I know he will be really angry when he awake later. I look at his marked body. Oh my god I miss him so much. No, I love him. I think I become this crazy because I love him. I know it gonna be hard after this, but I won't let you go again baby. I said and caress his hair. I slowly peck his lips. Sorry baby, i said when i start kissing him again. Call me pervert but I cant stop my self. He open his eyes slowly when he felt I start getting inside him again.  Please no more phi he beg me helplessly. 

I cant say a word when he keep crying and throwing everything he can touch. I look at my broken antic vase. It cost more than his small cafe. I hate you, he keep shouting non stop. I am not worry about anything except for himself. I dont want him to be hurt. Baby, I call him and lift him gently. I can feel how the broken vase cut my feet. He keep pushing me away. I need to bring him out. He can destroy other room. But I don't want him hurt. Again I gently put him down. He must be really tired after destroying our room and living room. He now look calmer and cry in my hug. I hate you, I hate you he keep repeating himself.  I cant say much because I know he is right. He finally fall asleep. I bring him to our guest room. I know what I will face after this. You are so fierce kitten I said and touch his nose. He cutely push my hand and sleep like a baby.

I can hear how his phone keep ringing.  I know his staff are worry. He have been here for two days. I already sent my personal assistant to inform that every things is fine. He ignore his phone like he ignore me now. He was so silent since he wakeup this morning.  I just wait for him. After my personal assistant leave , now I am focus on him. I look at him dearly. I ask foei to handle your cafe for time being.  You need to recover, I said calmly. That make him look at me angrily.  I know I am the reason he hurt right now.  He look say so much. But he look so cute glaring and what not to me.
I will move your thing here, you still can bake like usual. We will have normal relationship like other people , I said again gently. There is no we. I dont want to be your dark secret anymore, he finally talk. You are not in my plan, he said again. Baby, please I try to be patient. No, can you stop Interfering with my life. You are not welcome ,he said coldly.  Okay you need to calm down before we talk, I said try to avoid his triggered.  No, I don't want to get involved with you anymore. We have nothing to talk he said loudly. Kitten, I am trying my best now, so please calm down, I said. He look at me and suddenly laugh. Do you think i care, do you know how I feel right now, I feel like a whore,  I felt dirty and I want to kill myself he shout at me. I close my eyes and leave him quietly.  He need rest.

It's another day. He still as cold as ice.
He refuse to look at me. I know he will leave the as soon as he dont need My help. You know I can keep making you cannot walk, so choose your choice carefully , I said after I ask him to talk about us. He look at me with so much hate. But again he look so cute. Can we talk now baby, I ask him gently this time. I know he dont want  to but too scare to refuse me. I am sorry, I said. He just glare at me. What do you want now, I ask him.  For the first time I want to ask him what he want.  I want you to leave me alone, he quickly said.  I cant help but chuckle.  I touch my kitten nose. He is just 24 years old. He cant outsmart me,  a very successful businessman. Except for that one kitten, I said. Think carefully before answer. I will give you time to think. Give me your answer after dinner I said. I dont know where this calmness and patience come from. I am bossy person. I never ask, I instruct. I know its because he is my baby. He is my life.

While being busy with my conference,  I cant wait for my baby answer. He look a lot better. He always look a lot better in the luxury.  I want to spoil him all my life, but this cute kitten choose  hard labor instead of pampered life.
He look worried but I just let him be. I dont want to comfort him.  I just look at him who now ready to answer my question. I want to stay in my home, I want to bake, I don't want to be your dark lover, I don't want to wear what ever you buy for me.  I want to have my own time. I dont want you to touch me again , he said loudly. Near to screaming. I just smile. You don't need to shout baby, I can here you just fine, I said. He look at me nervously. Okay, I said. You let me go, he ask me excitedly. No, I agreed with everything you want . We are officially a couple right now, i said calmly. You can do what ever you want, I said again. Dont you get it,I don't want to be your dark lover, I don't want to be third party, he said again loud and clear. Is it okay if I am not engaged or married to anyone ,  I ask him.  He look a bit flurster and confused. No, I don't mean it like that he said not too confident.  You need to choose baby, yes or not,  you cant choose both I said. I don't want to be 3rd party, he said slowly. No, you are not, dont worry I said and touch his chin.  Now listen to me, I am your boyfriend and you are mine now, dont get close to others anymore i said confidently. Dont worry  we will do it as you wish, I said and leave him alone . I need to hide my smile because he look so confuse and shocked right now. I just declare that we are lovers.