Dark Lover

5.Bright - Really hard

I send my new famous friend to his car. I am grateful for his visit but I prefer to send my pastry to him personally.  I know my staff will start complaining.  Every time he visit, our sale will become triple.  Its also mean extra jobs for us.
Do you hate me coming that much the star ask me. I just can chuckle and close his car. I just politely nod to his fans. They look like twin, suddenly one of sarawat fans said.  I quickly run to my cafe. I hate it when people talk about my visual. I think I am just normal but wat also ask me to joint entertainment industry.  He said ,it wasteful that my handsome face stay at the kicthen. I am not ungrateful but because of my visual, I have being thru so much. I prefer comman face that no one notice.  I want to be as invisible as much as I could. I enjoy mylife right now. I have small cafe with 5 staff and small house which is comfortable for someone like me. I used to eat dinner which cost a month salary of my worker, I used to sleep in triple or more from my staff monthly salary for one night hotel.  I used to everything luxury but I still will choose my life right now . I dont even need choice because this is what I want.

It's another colourful day. I finally reach my home. Everyday is so meaningful. I am so tired but I am very happy. While refreshing,  I look at my tattoo chest. I am really busy that I don't have time to remove my last connection with phi mile. I still remember how he force me to make couple tattoo.  It's just a alphabet, MB but it bring a big significant in my life. I need to find a way to remove this. All of this because of metawin and sarawat. I never have leasure time after  I accept his company offer  and sarawat free promotion. I keep running to fulfil the demand.

Flash back.

I quickly leave metawin office. After phi mile this is second time I face this embarrassment. He lost my respect.
No, I am not born to be someone play thing. I am more than that. If I have a choice, I prefer to sleep on the streets compare to phi mile luxury penthouse. 
I cant help but become teary. I know starting new life is not easy. I will face more than this later. I must look easy for someone with their status. How could they easyly step on other people pride. I am not even a girl. How much shame they want me to receive. I felt I am dirty and shameless.  I try to build new self confidence but now again someone who are powerful try to destroy my little pride. How is it phi foei ask me excitedly.
No one know my dark history.  So I can't let phi foei know. Sorry phi, I miss the tender I said slowly.  Its okay bright, we can try again. It was two weeks after that ungrateful meeting.  Its still early when suddenly metawin stand in front of me . Sorry, we are not open yet, I said coldly. Bright, metawin said gently.  I am sorry, he said suddenly.  I look into his eyes. I just smile and leave him alone. Its so easy for him. After step on my pride cruelly he just ask for sorry.  It take months for me to forgive metawin. Since I am annoy with all the order from the big company,  finally I agreed to supply the pastry to his staff cafe. It also because phi foei so excited and beg me to accept the offer. Since then, he never cross the line and become respectful .
After knowing him nearly a year, I can see how the merciless business man are so stubborn and annoying. 

Flashback end.

It's another busy day but very enjoyable.
Phi, suddenly one of my new part timer call me. I look at university student who are hardworking. Do you have girlfriend , he ask me. I look at him. Before I reply he said. I think you should find boyfriend,  it's not easy for a girl to look beautiful like you he said and laugh at what he said.   I look at him with my big eyes. Sorry, he said. Now phi foei and my other workers laugh. I cant wait to see your partner phi, he said again.
Then, you will never see my partner, I said. Why, am I too ugly, he ask me sadly. Silly, I just don't plan to find any partner. I love to be alone I Said. Now everyone look at me. Not even wat or metawin phi foei ask. I look at him like it was the most silly question. No, I said and chuckle. Really, it so wasteful,  I wish I can live with your face for one day, my staff said. I just shake my head and go back to my kicthen. He will marry to his dough, phi foei said and again all of them laugh.

If I am a woman, I may be pregnant with  phi mile son or daughter so many time. Phi mile have high sexual need. I dont know how come he can be so horny everytime we meet. At first I thought it just because I am  his new interest but unfortunately its continue until 5 years. I still even serving him on the last day before I leave him. And the most regretful thing is, he is so good and most of the time I am enjoy our intimate moment. He know how to make me want him. So I will never want to experience that again. Phi mile always said it was my fault.  My body and visual make he want me everyday. I dont want any partner who look at me as sex tools.

I look at the news. He look so majestic. Everyone are dying to be with him. Become his slave. Try to get his good side. But here I am praying that I won't see him again. I pray really hard.