What She Never Knew

u wouldn't understand

Love is Louder
I could say a million things, live for a million years, but words will never describe love. Love is louder than your hate. Love is louder than my fate. Nothing seems to control me, except my thoughts. But in the end, love is always singing its song. It tweets like a glorious bird, reminding me it's a new day. I can leave behind my mistakes of yesterday and soar in the great vast blue sky. It roars like a vicious lion, pounding and prancing over the terrain of ups and downs, twists and turns. It always succeeds, good always wins. Love is louder than the dust flying through my life. But, somehow dust always reaches into my heart. I cringe and cry, telling myself I'm not worth it. How can I love anyone else when I hate myself? How can love describe me? Silence fills my head, and hope seems forever gone. Nothing seems to fill in the blankness of my voice. I feel empty, lost. I don't tell anyone about my sorrow, for I have lost my voice in society. Life moves, but I seem to stand still in time. The clock ticks, but by heart doesn't beat. I am dead, stuck in a dimension of fear. The lies you tell me mold me into a disgusting human, changing my every thought and word. But somewhere in there, I find love. I dig it out like a precious diamond in the bottom of a deep, dark mine. I will always find love. My lion has tumbled and my bird, shot down. But love fills me like electricity, inhabiting every inch of my heart. I awake, I am reformed by love. My eyes are opened to see things that I thought were never possible in me. I realize, I am enough. I brushed off the dirt and stood up again. I cried and lied, but I knew the truth. I am enough, because love is always louder.