There was a time I used to smile
i remember it vaguely because at that time i was juvenile
I used to smile and play pretend
Now all I do is pretend that I smile
I remember there used to be a shine in my eyes
but now its just filled with lies
Lies that i tell not only to myself
i know that others can also see through my hard shell
My shell of Smiles
I know I look so beautiful when i smile
my dimples glow up but not my eyes
my brain is covered with darkness
And my wrist with sharpness
I remember I used to hate the way I looked
when i was a teenager
and all I used to do was criticism
Now that I've turned into a beautiful woman
I am stuck in a prism
Prism through which no light passes
Prism that can reflect on nobody
I am just a dead block of glass
Glass so beautiful, So elegant filled with class
But i am still depressed, anxious, shattered, laying on grass
i still have a smile
with tears in my eyes
wishing i could just say goodbye before the sunrise
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My Heart's key ( Poem)
Poesiaits a poem of the time i decided to commit suicide. i made a plan and everything and also had a song named trampoline which i could relate to. When i was a child i used to hate myself, my smile, my looks and everything else about myself and then pub...
