Love is a big word /Kenma x reader

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Kenma perspective:

What was he thinking ?
What was he fucking thinking ? His mind was occupied by the kiss , not being able to forget that moment.

He kissed her . Why did he do that .
That is so awkward. He imagined every single reaction the h/c-haired girl could give . He wanted to dig his own grave . His needs got the best of him and now he regretted it .

The only thing on his mind that moment , was her.

Her cute smile , the way her voice sounds , just everything about her .
So he just went for it he guesses. But he still didn't know what he was thinking doing that , was he even thinking? I didn't matter anymore , after all it had happened and there was nothing he could do about it.

Maybe he should just ask Kuroo what to do. Kuroo was fairly much more experienced in this kind of stuff , so he would know what to do....probably.

He stopped playing with his phone and clicked on Kuroos contact. He squeezed his eyes shut and took a deep breath before tapping the call button. After a few rings he finally picked up.

"Yo Kenma , what's up ?" His overexcited voice ringing through Kenma's ears . How annoying .

"I need your help." He said , already regretting it .

"You , Kozume Kenma , need my help ? Woah !" He asked pretty shocked . Kenma mentally groaned at his annoying answer , just wanting the urgent needed advice from his rooster haired friend.

"Yeah . Well I may or may not , have kissed L/N. You know , when were at the libary . I don't know what I was thinking . What should I do. I am so frustrated !" He admitted , hoping that Kuroo wouldn't comment anything stupid.

"Woah . Wait what ? You kissed her . You kissed L/N . That is so not you . Haha . I can't believe it ." That made Kenma roll his eyes , he just wanted some advice .

"Stop saying the obvious , help me man !" Kenma started sounding desperate, he needed to fix his mistake and that wasn't going to be easy.

"Chill , just talk to her , she will understand . Do you like like her or were you just Horny ?" Kuroo questioned which made Kenma's cheeks turn a light pinkish colour.

"I think I like her ." He answered honestly. He liked her , that was for sure but he didn't know to which expand he liked her.

"So what are you waiting for ? You have to take the chance and make her your girlfriend !" Kuroo said, his excited tone of voice coming back

"I don't know Kuroo ." He wasn't sure , wouldn't this be too fast ?

"DO IT ." Kuroo basically screamed through the speaker .

and with that he hung up .
Great!

But maybe he should try . Maybe they would make a good couple. He could give it a try and see how she would react to it . He hoped for a positive.

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Y/N perspective:
She couldn't sleep at all .

She kept recalling the moment of the kiss . Her head was all fuzzy.
What should she do ? The warmth of his lips ,..she couldn't forget them . It was like her brain didn't want her to forget.

But he was acting like nothing happend .
She never went trough something like this . She was clueless in what to do. Should she just pretend like nothing happend , or-

Her alarm rang her out of her thoughts and she groaned knowing that she had to go to school and that she'll be most likely to see kenma.

So she went after her usual morning routine and eventually made her way to school.