Clay's Carnage: The Diary of a Teenage Serial Killer.

December 2

"Dear diary, something pretty crazy happened today. I was at Big Mart with my mom and I saw George! He was in aisle 10, just there! He looked so cute because he was in pajamas! He was with his dad Christmas shopping, adorable. Guess what, when he was me he smiled and waved at me! Of course, I smiled back sheepishly and waved before my mom and I had to go. But otherwise, I didn't do much. But I did find my new prime victim. A girl named Rebecca, but she goes by Becca, diary, she's tall with blue eyes and black hair that has dark purple highlights. I saw her call George cute once and wink at him! Like what the fuck?! He's mine and only I can call him cute. So I think I wanna mix up my plan on how to kill her. I know that after school she likes to go to the party with her friends Nikki and Caroline and chill, diary. So I'm gonna follow her there and then I know her friends always leave before her, so I'm gonna grab her, drag her into the close by alley, and beat her to death with my baseball bat I got from my dad three Christmases ago. But I didn't do much else today, I just mainly chilled at my house. But we can't forget about seeing George at the store. I have always wanted to tell him I like, I mean love him. But I just don't have the guts to, diary. I'm too scared of rejection, I don't even know if George is gay or not! I'm just too scared to tell George I've had mad feelings for him since like second or third grade, diary. I think we have all had a crush that we wanted to tell them we liked but never did and got over the feelings, that's happened to me. But George is different. I can't just get over him, he's too special, I can't ever get over him until I tell him the truth. I've had so many times that I was about to walk up to him and tell him but chickened out. I just get too many butterflies in my stomach. But I keep forgetting I'm gonna ask him to prom if I ask then he for sure gonna know, it's obvious if you ask a boy to prom or a girl, George is a boy for me, but anyone, it usually means you have some feelings for them. I don't know if I've told you this yet, but I love reading, I've been working on the series PJO, or PJ for short. One thing that interested me in the book is the characters, Nico and Will, they had crushes on each other, then Nico confessed and now ever since in every book they've been happy boyfriends, diary! I wish that was me and George, but the difference is that Nico and Will were friends before lovers. Me and George aren't even friends, I didn't even know he knew I existed until he waved at me in the store. So I think I'm gonna try to be his friend and then tell him. So we can be closer and it will be more comfortable and easier to confess to him. I know that's not what I wanted, I wanted us to immediately be boyfriend and boyfriend, but this is just easier for me to confess. But I don't even know if he's gonna wanna be my friend, diary! If he says no I'm doomed. But he seems like a very nice boy, I mean he waved at me in the store, so he must be friendly. The fact is he doesn't even barely knows me, he's probably seen me in the hallway a few times, yet he still waved at me, I'm flattered, diary!"