bad boys [h.s]

sixteen

(harrys pov)

"She's gone, guys, she's gone." Tears formed in my eyes and I hiccuped in between, I was a mess. My hair was a mess and my eyes were red.

"It's okay." Haley was with me, she rubbed my back in circles and helped me feel better, she was really being comforting.

"No it's not, she's gone. This is my fault. How am I supposed to survive without her?!"

"Harry," she let go of my shivering body and stood up, dusting herself off, "I don't know what else to say, I tried to help-"

"It's fine Hales, you were a help. Thank you for that." I smiled trying not to burst out into tears again. "Okay I should get going." She grabbed her phone and bag and rushed out the door.

I stood up, fixing my horrible posture. "Hey you okay mate?" Louis, (probably my only available friend right now) walked in holding bags and bags of clothes.

"I heard what happened to Sarah," He placed his bags with the brands of 'Nike' and 'Adidas' on the table, "Maybe she's okay."

"No she's not. The last thing I did to her, was yell and swear. She could be dead and we don't know. Louis, she's not okay. I know she's not."

"Listen, you need to move on, get over it, life goes on."

Louis was right, I have to eventually get over it. She's never coming back anyway.

I quickly changed the subject, "How's El?"

"She's alright, we broke up though." He grabbed his bags and placed them on my bed.

I stayed silent because I don't give great advice when it comes to heartbreak, I don't really have a soft spot for situations like this.

"I got you a shirt." Louis smiled crookedly and took a white t-shirt out of the bag. It had the Nike logo in the top right corner and it had black stripes on the sleeves. It was pretty cool.

"Thanks Lou, it's nice!" I said snatching the t-shirt from his grasp. I folded it away into my dresser and turned around to face him, "Uh, I kind of kissed Hale-"

"WHAT?! You kissed Haley?!"

"I was confused.. I didn't know what to do.. I really missed Sarah. I mean, she's gone and I was desperate, do you not know the feeling?"

"What do you mean 'do I know the feeling' ? I don't go around kissing other girls while my girlfriend's in a fucking coma!" He scrunched his face and crossed his legs over.

"Harry you're crazy." He said, having a blank expression on his face.

"It's Sarah, she fucked with my mind. She messed up my world but I loved her. She's a big part in my life, yet she's not here."

"Sorry to say lad, but you have to move on. I don't think you'll ever see her again." He frowned and picked up his bags.

"..guess your right." I softly mumbled and swallowed my words.

"Bye Louis."

"Bye."

the end.

jk. i'll have like.. 3 or 2 more chapters, then the epilogue! im so sad that this story is coming to an end.. but eventually it had to. and i just want to say thank you for reading. i love you all so much! x