eighteen

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(sarahs pov)

"Harry?" Heat rushed to my cheeks as Harry studied my body from head to toe.

"I can't believe it's you. It's actually you." His eyes widened and he scratched his chin.

"I can't explain how much I've missed you." He sat down in front of me and held my hand. I flinched and pulled it away.

After the accident, it took me a while to recover, and I still need medication that I need to take. It was a miracle that they could save me.

"What are you doing here?"

"Well, I kind of snuck off to come back here. When I woke up, I was surrounded by family and the first thing I wanted to see was you. I was depressed and I had a new a phone and my contacts were changed. I didn't know anybody. God I was miserable."

"Well you're here now. And I'm going to stay with you. Because I love you." Those 3 words made me remember how many times he whispered them in my ears. I cringed at the memory.

"I just can't believe you're here." He scratched his neck and leaned forward. A young girl came over to our table and looked baffled, "Harry is this Sarah?"

"Y-yes this is Sarah," he stuttered, "Sarah, this is Haley."

"Nice to meet you." I let out my hand and politely shook hers. Who was this Haley?

"Harry, don't you think we should get going?" She had a look on her face that totally showed she was trying to make me jealous.

Wasn't working.

"Yes," he smirked and laid his eyes on me, "but she's coming home with us."

-

"Still the same house from two years ago!" I tossed my jacket onto the sofa and sat down. Haley sat across from me in the living room, not taking her eyes off me. What the fuck?

"Sarah?" Harry called out my name from the hallway.

"Yes?"

"Come here for a second."

I got up from my comfortable position and walked around the corner searching for Harry. He grabbed me from behind and twirled me around. He brought me back to his chest and I swear to god I felt his heartbeat.

"Harry-"

Our lips crashed together and our fingers intwined. I pushed him off me, knowing he would just want more.

"Harry, it's been two years, we can't just make out. We haven't seen each other for a long time and we haven't even had a decent conversation."

"Sarah you don't know how much I've waited to see you again. The hours and days passed. I checked my phone constantly but there was no news from you. I couldn't stand to not be in your presence or feel your touch."

"I love you so much I have no words to describe. I'm finally with you again and all I want to do is be with you." He moved a strand of hair out of my face. I blushed while moving closer to him, trailing my fingers down his arm filled with tattoos.

I've missed him so much. He doesn't even know how I felt when I woke up. The first thing I saw was sadly not him. I couldn't eat or sleep for weeks. I was traumatised.

I felt like my world was turned inside out. He turned my world inside out. I've wanted to touch him and just satisfy him ever since the accident but we were parted. But we're together now.

Something was telling me to just let go of him and give myself some space and time to think but something was also telling me to be with him.

-

"You alright?" Harry tucked me in the bed, making sure I was comfortable sleeping in the guest room.

He did offer me to sleep with him in his bed but I wasn't ready. "Okay have a good rest." He kissed my forehead and turned off the lamp.

I felt like a kid the way he treated me. He walked into his room, throwing himself on his bed. I could clearly see him because of the reflection in the mirror that the guest room had.

Haley walked in and sat down next to Harry. They were talking about things but I couldn't hear them clearly. All I saw was their lips moving, but no words were to be heard.

Before I knew it, they were making out. After Harry literally pinned me against the wall and told me how much he missed and loved me. I felt heartbroken.

I couldn't breathe. I turned on my side and curled up into a ball. I tried my best to hold back my cried but I just had to let go, and so I did.

-

I woke up to the smell of pancakes. My favorite. I hopped out of bed, slipping on my shoes and walking downstairs.

I discovered Harry standing in the kitchen, making breakfast. "Good morning sunshine." He smiled and walked over to me giving me a kiss.

I let out my hand and forced him back by placing my hand on his chest. "Where's Haley?"

"She went out.."

"I see you make that move on a lot of girls hey?" I said grabbing a plate from the cupboard and putting my pancake on it.

"Sarah, let me explain."

"No you don't need to. Clearly, you have someone else in your life." I smiled sarcastically trying to not sound totally wrecked and heartbroken.

"I'm sorry, she came on to me. And the only reason we hooked up, is because I was desperate and in need of someone. I missed you so much that it led me to doing this. I really don't have feelings for her. Trust me." His voice deepened, it was so raspy and husky, god it was so seductive and hot. I needed his touch but I couldn't go back, not yet.

"Whatever." I bit my lip, trying to not look like I care.

"Whatever? Is that all you can say? It's been two whole years. Do you know how much I've waited to get you in my arms again? How much times I thought you were dead? How much times I stared at my phone and waited for your response? How much times I wondered if you still loved me? Do you?"

I said the three words I might regret saying, "I love you." I swallowed my last bit of food and fiddled with the ring on my finger.

"Harry I love you. Oh I do. I love you so much." I didn't really think about what I said until after I said it.

He rushed up to me and grabbed me by the waist. I wrapped my hands around his neck and leaned closer to him. This felt so good. "I've been waiting so long for this Harry."

"Mhmm." He hummed in response as he trailed down my neck and left kisses on my collarbones. The door swung open, and there they were. Jack and Elma. Oh how I missed them.

"JACK! ELMA! OH MY GOD!" I screamed at the top of my voice and hurried to them, giving them both the tightest hug.

"We missed you." Jack smiled, showing off his pearly-white teeth. Elma nodded along with Jack and grinned.

"Sorry we disturbed your 'session', we'll go." Elma chuckled and pushed her hair back.

I laughed, "No it's cool, but I'm going to get ready for what's coming today. I'll see you guys!" I waved at them as they both walked out.

It feels so good to be reunited with the people I love. Harry checked his phone repeatedly, it was quite distracting.

"What's wrong?" I asked, trying to not sound too inquisitive.

"Haley's moving out." He leaned back and took a deep breath.

"Oh I'm sorr-"

"No this is great!" He smiled and hugged me tightly.

"You're crazy Harry, I love you."

"I love you too."

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