Note to My(younger)self
Dec 4, 2023
First of all,
Hi, you good? I am you that turn to 25 now. Surprised? Either did I. I thought we wouldn't make it since the first day you made that story unconsciously. The first day you freaked out that you are happy because all the characters live but not the main characters it self. Such a weirdo.
Are you still there? In your desk with diary book and write all your imagination about living good life? Waiting at some point it will come true? Don't bother to asking me whether your imaginations are becoming real or not. I don't have the courage to answer that. And don't you dare to look me in that disappointed eyes, dude. Behave! I'm much older than you now.
Okay, I'm just kidding. I'm writing this to your birthday is to say I'm sorry. Sorry to make you cry over something ridiculous. Sorry to let down all your wishes. Sorry to sink all your imaginations. Sorry to not becoming someone who you want to be. I've tried and sorry it's not the best yet.
We both know we can't pass our birthday without crying. Me too don't know how that thing can even work. But I'm proud that we make it in the end. So, congratulations, De. I can't say more than this because you know... you still lack on English, gurls. Duh, c'mon study hard!
Have a nice day at least. Don't overthink and happy birthday.
(Not so) old version of you,
DEARS
YOU ARE READING
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