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 YALL GOT A KID SHE'S 7 AND HER NAME IS EMMY YURHHHHH EMMY CALLS YOU MAMA AND BILLIE MOMMY

Y/N's POV

"Ready to go babygirl? Emmy's ready. And very impatiently jumping straight up and down in front of the door like a lune."

"Yeah, I don't know about this outfit though. 

Billie's outfit ⬇️

"You look cute baby, what's wrong with it?" 

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"You look cute baby, what's wrong with it?" 

"I don't know I feel stupid. Is this stupid? I feel weird going to the mall with Emmy in the middle of the day on a weekend while everyone is gonna be there." 

"I promise it'll be fine. Do you trust me baby?" She nods

"If it gets too much we can go, but I just want you to go out in public and be a human for a bit, same with Emmy." 

After a few minutes, she's okay to go. She get's really anxious when we go in public, but she's been getting better at it recently.

We all get into the car, I'm driving, Billie is in passenger, and Emmy is in the back. "Mama what places are we gonna buy at?" "We'll see what sticks out to you when we get there, just be patient bug." I give her a smile through the rear view mirror. 

About 20 ish minutes later, we arrive at the mall. I open the car door for Billie, then Emmy. Billie takes my hand and looks up at me with pure terror in her eyes. shit. "i'm scared" Is all that she said. "I know love, but we're gonna be fine. I'll be right here to keep you safe, okay?" She nods and takes a few deep breathes, then we walk into the mall. After a bit of looking around Emmy finally picked out a store to go to. 

As we where looking around the shop, I felt Billie's hand in mine again. She had tears in her eyes and looked scared as ever. There where a lot of people here, and that could get really overwhelming for her. "oh angel c'mere, it's okay" she hugs me tightly, her head resting on my chest, and I'm rubbing her back. Her breathe was fast and shallow. 

"Is mommy okay?" I hear Emmy ask. "Yeah, she just got a little bit nervous, thats all." Emmy comes over and hugs both of us, and I can feel Billie's smile in my shoulder. She pulls away, tears staining her beautiful face. I used my thumb and back of my hand to wipe them away, then kissed her soft lips. "See, all better angel. Theres my pretty girl." 

She smiled, and we continued shopping. 

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IDK HOW TO END THIS SORRY ANYWAYS

MOTHER IS FUCKING MOTHERING THE NEW POSTS ON BILLIEILISHTOURS AAAAAAAAA

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