Billie Eilish Imagines | my love

safety

Y/N's POV

"sweetheart what's going on in that pretty mind of yours?" Billie asks softly.

'she's trying to hurt you. she doesn't care about you. she's only using you for your body.'

That's not true, she cares about me.

'no she doesn't, stop lying to yourself. you're not a liar, are you?'

no.

"Sweetheart I've been noticing you've just been out of it for the past couple days, is everything alright? It's okay if you don't want to talk to me about it, but I just need to know if you're okay or not or if you need anything or if I can help. I wanna take care of you baby. Please try to talk to me when you're comfy to okay love?"

I nod. I love her so much.

'no you don't. you don't know what love is. stop. lying. she isn't involve with you. stop wasting your time with her. she doesn't love you.'

That's not true she does love me, and I do love her.

"Bils can we just stay like this?" I was wrapped in her arms in her lap, which was heaven. This was the only place I felt safe in.

she isn't safe. she's bad for you.

"Of course baby. You're safe here, you're safe with me."

"N-no"
good.

"You are. I promise. Is everything okay?"

yes. everything is fine. you are overreacting. she's trying to hurt you.

"I'm fine! Just leave me alone!"
Billie moves closer, knowing I don't want her to leave me. I know she cares. I know it.

she doesn't. she's using you for your body. she's using you.

Her hands wrap around my waist, and I just start sobbing into her chest.

you're weak. so. fucking. weak.

"Are they back?" She was talking about the voices. "mhm" "oh baby i'm sorry, just listen to my voice, okay? I'm right here, you're safe with me. It's my job to keep you safe."

I nod. "The voices go away when i talk about them."

"Just keep talking baby. I got you."

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IDK HOW TO END THIS BUT I WROTE THIS LIKE 2 ISH MONTHS AGO AND FULL ON RIPPED OFF A BOOK BUT I FORGOT WHO IT WAS AND I WAS LEGIT READING IT LIKE AN HOUR AGO AND I CANT FIND IT BUT I FULLY RIPPED THAT SHIT OFF BUT I HAVE NOTHING TO WRITE LMAO