Alone with a Secret Curse (Based of My babysitters a vampire)

Just A Feeling

Right let's send a text to Jesse now.
My text says: Jesse I am willing to talk about leaving with you as your stupid friend Drake has now hurt two people who didn't deserve it! We can meet later tonight at the Whitechapel park
He replies with: Wow Drake did a good job! Fine I will meet with you later, but alone! Don't bring your geek friends and I won't bring any of my friends. See you at around 9pm
So that's sorted! He won't bring his friends either, so I don't have too many people to fight, just Jesse. If this doesn't work though and someone gets hurt I will just stake myself in the heart and it will be easier I guess... I just can't have Ethan or Benny hurt.
"Hi sorry, but have you spoke to Jesse?" Ethan says as he pops his head around my bedroom door.
"Oh god! Ethan I thought you and Benny left to sort out supplies" I say as he makes me jump.
"Benny's left to get stuff and I have contacted Rory to see if he can help us as well."
"Oh right. I have sent Jesse a text and he wants to meet at 9pm tonight"
"God that is quick! I thought it might of been tomorrow"
"Obviously Jesse just wants to get this sorted... To be fair I want it to be over anyway"
"We will get him don't worry. He won't bother you anymore"
"I just hope you are right..."
"Listen with us working together we will be fine"
"I just can't have you getting hurt"
"Don't worry, Benny and I won't be in sight"
"I know, but if he finds you and he gets you"
"It will be fine. Stop panicking"

We are both just standing in my bedroom looking into each other's eyes, Ethan's eyes are a light brown and they look so sweet and innocent, but from the other day in the shower I know he isn't all that innocent... Well we may die tonight, so I might as well do this... I lean in and kiss Ethan. The kiss is sweet and soft at first with Ethan holding onto my waist, but then it gets more intense and when I think it's the most intense thing in the world, it gets even more. Why do wrong things always feel so right? I'm thinking there is going to be a part two of what happened in the shower...
I pull his top off and he starts to unbutton my shirt I wear for work, then we fall onto my bed and start laughing. I know I said it before, but it feels so natural with him. We are currently laughing about how we both fell on the bed, but then the kissing continues. I pull my work skirt off and he pulls his pants down and starts kissing my neck. Even though he is a dork, he is actually really good at seducing women, or at least me. I usually hate guys... They can be gross and rude and jerks, but Ethan is made differently. He is just so cute and you can just tell that he cares about people. Whilst we are still just messing around he starts to bite my lip, I would do the same to him but I get scared about my fangs coming out and actually hurting him or something. His arms wrap around me again and he pulls me closer to him, hard and fast, and he is kissing me like his life depends on it. Then I'm sure you can guess what happens... I won't give you too much information about what happened, but just know it was very very VERY nice and now I can't breath properly, but in a good way... if that makes any sense?

"Are you okay?" I ask him while we are lying in my bed under my sheets, both completely naked.
Ethan pauses and just looks at me, he is a bit sweaty from what just happened and it looks like he can't get his words out, but to be honest I feel a bit like that as well, I think it was just so passionate and fast we are both a bit stunned.
"Yeah... Are...are you?" He says still slightly gasping for air.
"Yep, I do think I need a shower though as I'm a bit sweaty" I say back, don't know why I said that? It's not the most sexiest or romantic thing to say... I just sound a bit gross now.
"I'm the same" Ethan says pushing his hair back a bit.
"I will get a shower in a second, I just need to get the feeling back into my legs" I say with a laugh and he laughs with me.
If you don't know, sometimes when you have sex and it's very extreme your legs feel a bit like jelly and that's what I'm currently feeling like. It is a good feeling as it means you've had an exceptional time with someone and I 100% did with Ethan, I sort of hope he feels the same way I do.

We both stay silent for a bit and just lay in my bed, I wish I could read peoples mind because I would love to know what he is thinking, I'm currently thinking an abundance of things... I'm thinking if I might die tonight, if Ethan, Benny or Rory might die tonight, if we kill Jesse will I still be leaving, how is that poor girl Erica doing, what's going to happen between Ethan and I, will I ever find a cure because if I don't I can't be with Ethan, do I want to be in a relationship as my last one didn't go to well, do I even want to be in a relationship with Ethan and... oh no... no no no Sarah you can't be? You can't be feeling like this... you just feel like this because you've been alone for a long time and you had a bad relationship... you can NOT start to fall I love with Ethan... This feeling is just a feeling though, it doesn't mean it's officially true though, right?