You can throw a party full of everyone you know And not invite your family, 'cause they never showed you love
-Matilda By Harry Styles
Harry felt his heart constrict as Louis stood there without speaking anything. It felt like deja vu for Harry, a problem occurs and Louis's father accuses everything of happening because of styles family and Louis being silent is the cherry on top. Harry didn't want Louis to fight for Harry's insult, he wanted Louis to say that he didn't want the marriage.
The girl is much pretty than Harry and it doesn't sit well with him. She's everything that Harry's insecure about. Harry knew Louis wouldn't stop Loving him but the only reason Harry didn't say back the three-letter word because Louis run away, he always did. When some shits happen he ran away.
Being silent is equal to running away, both hurt. Harry didn't want to rush anything, they planned to keep everything to themselves until Harry moved back so that's what Harry did. He left with his parents and Let Louis deal with his family shit because staying there will add fuel to the burning fire.
Harry said to himself
"I'm not leaving him or blaming him, it's just I'm giving him space and myself a mental peace" But Poor Lou doesn't know that.
After Styles's family left, the panic attack hit Louis harder. His dad who had no idea about his situation stood there dumbly. Angelina tried to bring him back but her voice only made it worse.
His nana gave his own oxygen mask to breathe easily, she rushed to his room searched all the medicine cabinet and found his inhaler. Louis took it and tried to calm down a bit.
Half an hour passed, and everything went back to normal. Angelina and the pastor left the house. The house felt empty and quiet.
Louis didn't move an inch from the centre of the couch. His nana went to his bed as his father tried to leave the room, Louis spoke.
The whole silence was broken by Louis's voice "Why did you do this?"
"What did I do?" His father asked back
"The mess, screwing my life," Louis asked
"Mind your language-"
"I don't give a fuck Dad! You- why can't you accept me for who I am" He asked with a trembling voice
"That kid Henry messed with your mind-"
"FOR FUCK SAKE, HIS NAME IS HARRY" Louis shouted like he never did
His father took a step back clearly stunned
"I like him dad! Like losing him made me realise How much I love him and I won't make the same mistake again"
"I'm booking therapy sessions for you Louis" His father sighed
"He is my therapy. Loving him healed me, saved me. He is the one I want and this is your son, if you can't accept maybe you need to go to therapy" Louis said and searched his Ferrari key
"If your mum was alive she would be disappointed in you" His father spoke
Louis stopped in his tracks and turned to his dad.
"She is the one who said that 'Don't give up, you can do it day by day' but right now after all these months, still you can't get me is miserable. I'm done with you and your whole 'normal' shits"
Before he closes the front door, Louis said
"She knew I'm gay and accepted my love for Harry" With that he slammed the door and went to his car.
He started his car and searched street by street, he didn't know where is styles family house was. He tried to contact Liam which went to voicemail, he called Harry whose phone was switched off
The snow landed on the top of the road and he couldn't drive any further, he parked his car and started to run, he didn't know where to go but his knees kept rushing towards nowhere it seemed like it won't give off until it finds Harry's body to jump and wrap around.
The cold wind hit his face and his body shivered even though he wore a thick coat, he rushed back to his car as tears started to swell. He switched on the heater and placed his head on the steering well.
His life with Harry flashed back in front of his closed eyes. Every smile, blush, happiness, hurt, pain, kisses, and tears shared between them was valuable. The way Louis let down Harry killed him. He felt like a failure. He can't control his emotions anymore, he lets out the tears which he's holding back, there is no shoulder to cry to, and all he has is a steering wheel.
He remembered the words Louis used to say to Harry. "Have you seen anyone crying in the Ferrari?"
Louis emotionally slapped himself, Look at this idiotic mess crying in the Ferrari. Before he had another panic attack, a notification caught Louis's attention.
Hazzy is now available to take the calls.
Louis felt like someone punched his lungs, he suddenly dialled the number and waited for Harry to pick up. He tried to calm himself down with the Call line sound. Before the line went Beep, Harry picked up the phone.
They both just shared a breath. Louis was so choked up and his voice didn't come out.
With red eyes, Louis spoke
"Hello"
A moment passed and Harry spoke with a teary voice
"Baby"
They both can feel the pain in their voice. Louis left his holding breath and spoke
"I'm sorry Hazzy-"
"Please! Come to me Lou-" His voice breaks
"I- I want you" Harry said and the line went beep.
Louis knew, he suddenly knew where Harry would be, he reversed his car and drove to his old house, Which truly felt like home for each other.
Louis punched the code and ran to Harry who rushed down the stairs, they both met in the middle hugged each other and sat down the stairs.
"I love you so much Harry, I won't leave you again-"
"Stop! Just stop" Harry said and took a long breath.
"I felt this feeling in my stomach which is unpleasing and I felt it for the first time, the girl- I felt overwhelmed and wanted to go home Lou, I went to my parent's house, it didn't feel right. I came here but something was void, then I connected my phone to charge and when you called- Gosh Lou. That's the moment I get it, you are my home. You always have. I love you Lou" Harry said
Louis chuckled and leaned in for a kiss
"I always will be Harry"
"I know! I'm sorry for leaving you" Harry said
"No! you did a good thing. I talked about everything I wanted to talk about and left the house for good. I don't need him anymore, as you already said 'You can let it go' " Louis said with teary eyes
Harry hugged him back and cupped his face.
"I will be your everything," Harry said
"This is such a rom-com shit, you know?" Louis said
"I wanted to use that phrase somewhere so please adjust my sappiness" Harry kissed Louis's nose.
They both smiled and wrapped themselves around each other.
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{Please say that you guys noticed the Red while royal blue references} 😭
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