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December 11th

...

I don't know...

I...

I think I started like Jisung more and more

I...

I'm starting love him?

Isn't it too fast?

Aren't we in rush?

I don't know...

I love him...

I know we know each other few days...

But...

I fell for him...

He's...

He's someone who I was looking for all my life...

Why did he appeared now?

Why when I need to die?

Why I need to leave him?

He doesn't deserve it...

I am so sorry Jisung.

I am so sorry for loving you...

'Hey, Minnie?'

'Hmm?'

'You still didn't tell me if you will spend Christmas with me... Will you?'

'I... I don't know, Ji... I don't like Christmas and stuff...'

'Oh, c'mon... We don't need to celebrate Christmas... Just let's spend time together... Please...'

'I need to think about but... I'm not sure if I will be able.'

'May I ask why you could be unable?'

'I... I think I prefer to keep it for myself...'

'Okay, I understand. If something is wrong you can tell me okay?'

Lee softly nodded and hid his face into Jisung's hoodie, clinging to him. He couldn't control his tears falling down. He really didn't want to leave Jisung. But he didn't see any sense of his life.

'Hey, why are you crying?'

'I just... I don't know... I got emotional for some reason...'

'Ooh, come here~ You'll get tone of hugs, hair pets and love~'

Jisung hugged Minho immediately, starting rubbing his back, pet his hair and even leaving soft kisses on his forehead.

'You know... Maybe you are very mysterious and you don't talk a lot... But inside you are such a baby which need attention, hugs, kisses. Exactly like Soonie.'

Orange-haired boy only hid into younger's hug more, letting him brush his hair and softly rubbing his back, just letting him cry. Jisung knew that sometimes crying is making people feel better, so he just stayed quiet and physically comforted older boy for literally few hours.

'Ji?'

'Yes, Minnie?'

'Thank you.'

'... For what?'

'For you being nice for me, for comforting me and just letting me cry.'

'It's okay. Everyone sometimes needs to just cry. I promise I'll always let you cry when you need and I will always be here to comfort you.'

Jisung sensitively brushed orange hair of older and softly placed small kiss in his forehead.

'I think... It's normal thing when you have someone who you want to take care of... Right?'

Minho only nodded and just let himself fall asleep on Jisung's arms, really having fed up everything.

I just want to stay in your arms for my entire life.

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