Will You Love Me

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TW: S/h, blood, razor blades

Will you love me when I'm my happiest self?
Will you love me when I'm not in the best mood?
Will you love me when I'm being stubborn?
Will you love me when I'm making us a home-cooked meal?
Will you love me when I sing to music while baking chocolate chip cookies?
Will you love me when I'm breaking down?
Will you love me when I start wearing baggier clothes?
Will you love me when I stop working out?
Will you love me when I start buying more razor blades?
Will you love me when my arms and thighs are covered in blood?
Will you love me when the scars on my arms and thighs become bruised and permanent?
Will you love me when I need help?
Will you love me at my lowest?

Please tell me you'll love me
Love me for whatever version of myself is present
I'd love every version of you
No matter how low your mood goes
Or how much energy is sucked out of you and being unable to do anything
I'll stay and care for you
Clean and bandage anything you need
I'll be there for you
Be there for me too

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