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Candice’s POV
It is the middle of July, and today is our first day back on set, I’m really excited because I get to see everyone again. I'm the most excited to see Grant since we have patched things up and text everyday again, but I’m also nervous because I’m already starting to show a lot more than I thought I would at only 3 months, and Danielle is the only cast member who knows because Caity and Keiy are on legends. It’s been so hard not to tell Carlos and Tom because we are so close, but I know it is really hard for Grant because those are his best friends. Not telling Jesse was the hardest for me because he is like a second dad, but I get to tell him soon. It is also hard not to tell our friends on other shows like Emily, Melissa, Chris, Stephen, David and a few others that we are close to, but we decided it was best that we tell our cast mates first because we are like family. 2 weeks ago I talked to Todd and he said they will find a way to work around the pregnancy because they didn’t want to make Iris pregnant just yet, but other than that he took it pretty well and congratulated me. It’s bittersweet coming back to work because I miss L.A. and it will be harder to hide my pregnancy, but I love work and my flash fam, so I think I will get through it.

Grant’s POV
We are back in Vancouver to start filming. Me and LA patched things up even though I didn’t want to before we left. I think I will finally call it off after comic-con in 2 weeks. She currently isn’t here with me in Van because she has work, but she is supposed to meet me in San Diego. I’ve been trying to break up with her for the past 3 weeks but I can’t bring myself to do it because that means I have to tell her about the pregnancy and I don’t know if I’m ready. It's not like I still wanna be with her after she hurt me by choosing her ex over me because I don't. In all honesty, I really haven’t felt any love for her since, but that doesn't change the fact that I still care about her and don’t want to hurt her like she hurt me. Either way, I have to tell her at some point because I am not trying to marry her in 2 months. I get knocked out of my thoughts when I hear a familiar voice. C: “Hey Grant, come here” it was Candice. I ran to her trailer and gave her a big hug. G: “girl you don’t know how much I missed you” C: “I missed you too” G: “can I come in” C: “of course you can” I head inside and we cuddle on the couch like we used to last season, we got to set 30 minutes early because we wanted to discuss how we would tell our cast-mates. C: “I think I have an idea on how to tell our cast-mates” G: “and what is that idea” C: “ I think I should just send the ultrasound pick to our cast only group chat” G: “that’s a good idea, and it gives us time to think about what we are gonna say when they get here” C: “yeah,  also do you want me to let them know you are the father or wait until you are done with LA” G: “You can tell people like Tom, Carlos, Jessica, and Hartley if they ask, but the rest of them I’ll tell when I am done with LA.  I’ve been trying to break things off for 3 weeks but I can’t find the words” C: “I get it you still care about her and don’t want to hurt her, I don’t want her to be hurt either even though she doesn’t really care for me” G: “yeah, like I know I don’t love her anymore and if I was just breaking up with her I would have done it already, but I’m not just telling her that I don’t wanna be with her but that you and I are having a baby and that’s what scares me” C: “yeah but you’ll figure it out, in the meantime I’m gonna send that text” G: “ok”

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Sorry, loves, for leaving y'all hanging. I have been recovering from the flu, but I'm better now, and I'm gonna make it up to you today, I promise.

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