Alexis (Jalex ~ Transgender AU)

Chapter Three.

"Hey Alex, can you- oh my God!" My mother said, screeching the last part. I stopped everything and turned to look at her, she looked so confused and shocked, but who wouldn't be? She just walked into her sons room and seen him in a dress plus he's wearing makeup.

"M-m-mom?..."I barely stuttered. I was beyond terrified at this point. What do I do now?!

"Alex, what are you d-doing?"

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I stood there terrified, I couldn't speak, I just was desperate for my mom to except this. I finally spoke up and broke the silence.

"You are ashamed of me?.." I whispered staring down at my feet. My mom then walked towards me and placed her hands on my shoulders and made me look at her, when I did she was giving me a sad smile.

"No sweetheart, not at all." She said, her voice broke a little. She placed a kiss on my head and continued, "But honey, can you explain to me what's going on, please?"

"I'm not w-who I want to be, m-mom, I never have.." I stuttered out.

"What do you mean?" She asked.

"I don't want to be a b-boy, I want to be gi-rl." I whimpered. This was insane, she knew my secret. My mom brought me in for a hug and she gripped onto me tightly.

"And before you say 'it's just a phase', it isn't, mom, it really isn't. I've never wanted to be male.. I'm not comfortable or confident or even that happy as Alex, but I feel all them things when I'm like this, when I'm Alexis.." I confessed and started crying. My mom pulled away and wiped my tears with the pad of her thumb.

"You look so beautiful." My mother commented. I glanced back at her in shock. "My beautiful daughter." She said. I started to cry harder, but honestly, they were happy tears. She actually excepted me.

"You aren't m-mad at me?" I asked. I think I already knew the answer, but I just wanted to be sure.

"Of course not, sweetie. It's obviously going to be hard to get used to plus there's going to be a lot negativity from others along the way too, but if this makes you happy, if this is who you are, I will support you. You're my baby and you mean the world to me. Just because you're transgender won't make me love you any less." She placed another kiss on my head. I can't begin to explain how happy I am from hearing that from my very own mother.

"I love you, mom, so much." I cried out and went back to her embrace. She chuckled a little at my little outburst.

"I love you too." She replied. I've never felt so happy and relieved, but the next thing now was to come out to the world. "Hey, how about you and me go out tomorrow and get you some knew clothes?" I nodded almost violently. "Don't hide yourself form anyone anymore, Alexis." She whispered in my ear. She was right, I can't hide away from everyone forever, I was just frightened of other people's opinions, however they didn't mean shit. I am who I am, and I'll never let anybody else bring me down!

"Mom, I think I'm ready to start going out like this.. Now that you know, what have I got to lose?"

"That's great Hun. Firstly we need to tell you farther." She sighed the last part. My dad hardly liked me in the first place, so how the hell was he gonna take this? It took him 6 months for him to get over the fact that I'm gay, I guess he just wanted his perfect son, which now he'll never have. I was a failure to him. "It's gonna be okay." She said smiling.

"I have an idea. How about I go downstairs and talk to your farther and whole I'm doing that you fix up your makeup a bit and I'll call you down when you're ready."