Alexis (Jalex ~ Transgender AU)

Chapter Four.

I was shaking. This must've been set up, but nobody else knew about JackSkellington, did they. I wandered to the back of the school building and from a raw I saw a faint figure leaning against the wall. I hastily walked towards the figure and then I knew who it was.

Jack, fucking, Barakat.

Jack looked at me and smiled while he looked me up and down.

"You look so beautiful today, Alexis." He said calmly and he came towards me, I stepped back.

"You know what Jack!? Theirs no need to make fun of me! Get you and your gang to just beat me up already, because that's obviously the reason why you're here, isn't it!" I shouted out. "How do you know about 'JackSkellington'?" I asked more calmly.

"How oblivious are you, Alexis?" He sighed and rubbed his temples.

"Excuse me?" I said.

"I'm JackSkellington." He admitted. No, no, no, he couldn't be!

"W-what?" I choked up.

"I'm JackSkellington. The meowchat guy..." He said.

"How could you play with someone's emotions like that?!" I yelled.

"I'm so fucking sorry for everything I've done to you, I'll stop it all! I promise." He said.

"Why did you treat me like that in the first place?" I cried. "You hurt me so much, b-but on meowchat you were... you were so different.."

"I'm so jealous of you, Alexis, that's why." He said looking me dead in the eye.

"You're jealous of me?" I asked and he awkwardly nodded. "If you're jealous of me why did you treat me like shit?"

"What's the best way to trick somebody about your sexuality?" He asked.

"I don't know.." I barely whispered, why was he asking me this?

"Target the gay kid." He admitted. "I'm not fully gay but I'm bisexual and I'm really jealous of how open you are." Jack was bisexual? What?!

"And? Did that still give you the right to treat me like trash?" I spat.

"No! Of course not! I don't think you understand how sorry I am!"

"Your apology doesn't mean shit."

"Please, Alexis! Please forgive me! I regret everything I did and I hate myself for it."

"That's funny because everything you did to me made me hate myself."

I walked away. Jack ran up to me and tried to speak to me.

"Alexis please forgive me!" He begged. "You mean so much to me, please don't ignore me!" He said.

"I mean something to you?" I scoffed and turned around. "Bullshit." I turned my back to him and again began walking again.

"I never meant to hurt you so much, Alexis. I was selfish. I was only thinking about me and not you. You're such a fucking amazing person, Lex, you're too good for me. I know I don't deserve your apology but please, please forgive me, I-I can't lose you." He said. He choked a little on his words and I stood there, dumbfounded. "When I talk to you on that dumb app, I feel alive, I'm happy, just texting you makes me insanely happy." Jack continued. "Please.." He choked up again.

"I-I don't think you should speak to me again, Jack..." I said. I left Jack there and walked back to school, it was too late for me to go to first period so I hid in the disabled toilet, until second period.

When I got in the disabled toilet I sat on the floor, next to the door, and cried. Why?! Why him?! I'm so embarrassed, I told him so much about me. I put all my trust in what I thought was a stranger and it's just came back and hit me in the face like a truck. I also felt somewhat sorry for him. He said that I 'mean so much' to him and that he 'can't lose' me, was what he was saying true? Or was it all fake? Were all the kind words he sent to me on the app a lie? I don't know what to think anymore...

Jack's P.O.V

God fucking dammit! Why am I such a fuck up?! I've lost her.. I should've never treated her like that, and to be perfectly honest, I never enjoyed doing it. I always felt awful after every occurrence. But that night when I saw her on meowchat, my heart did flips. I was shocked at first, but who wouldn't be? Actually speaking to her was amazing, however it just made me feel worse about everything I did. I saw Alex the next day and I had to convince them idiots, that I call friends, to leave him/her alone. It was always so crazy seeing her in public before today. I spoke to her on meowchat as Alexis, who she wanted to be and who she truly was, but in public she forced herself to be Alex because she was scared. It broke my heart. I wish I could take everything back. I was so selfish.

I finally decided that I was just standing here for too long so I went back into school. When I entered the building the bell went, time for biology. I sighed and started to walk to class. While I was walking I saw Alexis peek out of the disabled bathroom and I noticed that she has her eye makeup running down her face, was she crying? She stumbled out and awkwardly walked to her next lesson. Fuck. I made her cry?..

The next thing I saw was Zack and Rian heading towards her, where did they come from? Rian forcefully shoved her against a random locker and that was my signal to finally help my damsel in distress.

"Fucking leave her alone!" I shouted. They all looked at me shocked. Rian didn't listen and pushed her again. "I said leave her alone, Rian!" I shouted again. I walked towards them and pushed Rian away from Alexis.

"What are you doing, dude? Why are you sticking up for the faggot?" Said Zack.

"Go." I said simply to Alexis. She hesitated but then nodded and quickly walked away from the situation. Once she was out of sight the questioning began.

"Dude what the fuck?" Rian said.

"Why were you protecting that...thing..." Zack said with disgust.

"I think we should leave her alone." I said.

"But why? And her?" Rian said.

"I don't want you to question it, I wa-need it to stop, you got that?" I said. It probably didn't seem like it, but I had full power over my 'friends', they were my puppets. They both nodded with confusion.

"And yes." I said. "It's her because she identifies as a female." I finished.

"But it's a dude?" Said Zack. What an idiot.

"No. She's a girl, you idiot. Now go and tell the others to leave her alone." I demanded. They once again nodded.

I swear to God, if someone hurts her anymore, they're going to fucking die.

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Okayyy. I know this isn't a lot but it's something, right? Oh and by the way thank you so much for all the positive feedback, I really appreciate it! You guys are awesome! (^_^)