Alexis (Jalex ~ Transgender AU)

Chapter Six.

I'm gonna try and update more frequently, if you couldn't tell. I really enjoy writing this story and I hope you enjoy reading it ^_^

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I'm still smiling from yesterday, I know, I'm pathetic. But who could blame me? I did have my first kiss after all. I was excited for mine and Jacks date tonight, I'm still wary about Jack though, he did bully me.

I stopped thinking about the negative things and focused on the happy. People have kind of died down with the comments at school now, it hasn't stopped completely, but at least people are beginning to become more open minded.

I flatted out my dress a little bit in the mirror, its not anything special, just a plain summer dress. I stared more at my chest. I hate how it's so flat. It kinda looks stupid. Sure, I had a bra on but it wasn't actually doing much, it's just there. You can kind of see the bra show though my dress. I went over to my dresser and pulled out a random pair of socks. I took the socks and put them in the bra, so I could possibly make my chest look larger, maybe as if I had breasts. I looked like a idiot though, unless you count lumpy looking fake boobs attractive. I ripped the socks out of the bra and tossed them on the ground. Stupid socks.

I heard slight giggling at my door. I turned around to my door and saw my mom leaning there with here arms crossed, still giggling at me.

"What?" I asked.

"You want boobs, hun?" She said with a slight tint of laugher in her voice.

"Can we not discuss this please?" I whined.

"C'mon! Just tell me." She chuckled.

"Yeah.. I guess.." I mumbled and turned back to the mirror to fix my hair. My eye flicked back to my chest and I sighed.

"You could always get a boob job." She suggested. She has to be joking. I turned back to her and saw the seriousness in her face.

"Urm.." Was all I could say at this moment.

"You wanna get one?" She suggested again. I shrugged. This is so embarrassing. "Do you?"

"I-I don't know.." I mumbled. I'd love to have one, mother! But it's just a bit awkward talking to her about it.

"Okay, I can tell that you obviously want a boob job and all I'll say about that is mother will try her best to make her baby girl happy." She said with a heartwarming smile.

"Thank you." I said and all she did was smile and nod. I looked at my clock on my wall and realised the time. I guess talking to your mom about boob jobs makes the time fly. "I need to go school, other wise I'm going to be late." I said sheepishly.

We shared our 'bye's and I left for hell.

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I went to grab my Spanish book, but at the bottom of my locker I saw my favourite yellow sticky notes of joy placed inside.

'I can't wait for our date tonight. I'll pick you up at five tonight.

From your favourite kisser ;) xx'

Read the first one and I blushed a bit too much.

'I would say skip a lesson to so I can see you but I think I'd rather spend my evening kissing you instead. I know I'm so cheesy! Anyway, you probably look gorgeous today (like always), stop being so flawless, God dammit.

From an embarrassed and cheesy Jack x'

I laughed a little at the note, damn, he's cute. I stuffed them both in my bag, I'll probably read them over and over agin later.