The Beta and the Figure Skater

Chapter 13

Leanna's POV:

 It's now December. Sarah has been talking nonstop about Grady. He's already met her family, who seem to really like him. He picks her up from work every day. Whenever they have the chance, they always go out on a date. He seems really romantic and honestly, perfect for Sarah. He's introduced her to his friends, the second CEO and the top CEO. Even the top CEO's wife. I haven't yet met them. The only one I've met, is Weston. The second CEO of the company, I suppose. Sarah's even invited him to her birthday next week.

 Sarah is really excited about spending Christmas with Grady. She's always talking about things they plan to do together. First, after spending the morning with their families, they will spend the rest of the day at Grady's house. That's what Sarah has been telling me. Honestly, you might think I get annoyed at hearing about her boyfriend all the time. But to be honest, it isn't that bad. I like seeing her so happy. I've actually never seen her happier. I do feel a little jealous, but I just push the feeling away. I'm really happy for her. 

 I was sitting in the living room, staring longingly at a photo that hung on the wall. It was my first skating competition...I wore a black, long sleeved skate dress with blue rhinestones along the neckline. I remember being so nervous. My heart beat so fast and I felt like throwing up. I almost did! When I skated onto the ice and got into my starting position, I stared around at all the people. My heart felt like it had jumped to my throat. But, when the music began, I could feel myself calm down. I began to skate. When I did, I could feel all my nerves be chased away and be replaced by joy, peace, and contentment. It always felt like magic when I was skating. And that time was no different. I won third place in that skating competition. I still have the medal actually...We hung it up beside the picture. My parents really wanted to keep the picture and medal out, and, I agreed. They were really proud of me that day. I was proud of myself. 

 I honestly wonder sometimes.....Can I still skate? Can I move past my fears and live my dream? But, I just end up pushing my questions away in the end. I fell in competition. I was hurt badly. I really just don't know if I can bring myself to put on another pair of skates...

 I was brought out of my thoughts by the sound of my dad clearing his throat. I looked up at him and gave a small smile. "Hey dad." 

 "Hi, princess. What are you doing?" he asked as he sat down on the couch beside me and put his arm around me. 

I shrugged. "Nothing much...Just...Thinking about my first competition..." 

My dad nodded in understanding before looking over at the picture. "You know, I remember when we were getting you ready for that competition." He chuckled as I looked at him. "You wanted to find just the right dress. Everything had to be perfect. Not one sequin was to be out of place. It was difficult finding you a dress you wanted to wear." 

 I smiled, giving a chuckle. "It was always easier to find out what outfit I wanted to wear once I picked the music..."

 "Mhm. It took a while to find the right music for you. But, when we finally heard Swan Lake, it was settled right then and there. We bought you the dress, got you the headband and bracelet with the feather you wanted, and, we got you custom skates." my dad looked at me with a small smile, remembrance in his eyes.

 "I remember...I still have that entire outfit...Even the skates...The skates matched my dress...Even had the same sequins at the toe and heel..." I said quietly, looking away. Part of me, loved reminiscing on all these memories. But, the other part, hurt. It hurt remembering the times when I used to skate...When I was so happy....

 "Leanna, look my at me, honey." I slowly looked over at my dad. "I know you're scared...I know you feel like your whole world has shattered...I know it feels like....your life has just been taken from you...But trust me, it does get better, with time....And I know you can skate again. Those doctors, they don't know what they're talking about." my dad gave me a smile. I did trust my dad...But, honestly, I wasn't sure if I could skate again...What if I fall again...? What if I get hurt...?

 I nodded slowly. "Thanks, dad..." I gave a small smile. "I think I'll go get some fresh air...I'll see you later..."

 "Alright, princess. I'll see you soon. Love you." 

 I gave my dad a kiss and stood up. Before I left the living room, I looked over at him. "Dad," he looked up at me, from his book he'd had on the coffee table beside the couch. "Thank you..."

 "You're welcome, sweetheart." he smiled at me. I smiled back before heading out.

 I walked for a few minutes, just thinking. I was at the park, and I noticed I was alone. I gave a small smile as I got into my old Swan Lake starting position. 

 Weston's POV:

 I had just arrived at the park with some of my work when I noticed Leanna. She was dancing around the park, her eyes shut, a smile on her face. It was....enchanting to watch...Some of her moves, looked more like....I don't know....Moves you'd see a figure skater do. I watched in awe and amazement as she danced. She looked so happy....I could see tears rolling down her cheeks as she finally stopped. She panted softly before breaking down in sobs. 

 My wolf, who had come to the front of my mind at her presence, was now making his protectiveness known. He growled and whined, not liking to see her so upset. It was....so weird! I don't understand these feelings...

 I hurried over to her and knelt down beside her. "Leanna..." I said gently. She jumped, her eyes wide as she looked at me. I gave her a small smile as I took her in my arms and let her cry on my shoulder. Now, call me crazy, but I swear, when I held her, I could feel small, slight sparks where we touched. I don't think she noticed, but I did. I must be going crazy...I get these strange feelings with Leanna, my wolf has been making his presence known when she's around, we feel protective over her, I feel sparks when I touch Leanna, and, to top it all off, as I held her in my arms, it felt so...right...I don't know what's going on, but at the moment, I just want to comfort Leanna...

 But really, what is going on?!

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 Hey everyone! Sorry for the wait. I was a little busy and a little stuck. The picture at the top is the dress she wore at her first competition. I apologize for not having a picture of the whole thing. But, just maybe, try to picture her in that dress, her dark hair in a bun. She's wearing a headband with a black feather and she's wearing a bracelet with a black feather. And, black skates to match the dress. The sequins on the skates are at the toe and heel. That is what I picture in my head. I hope I didn't confuse you with that description and you know what I'm talking about. Well, anyways, I plan on trying to update a little more in this story. I will try to get the next chapter out as soon as I can. Hope you enjoy! Have a good week! Merry Late Christmas and Happy Late New Years!

 P.S. Sorry I never wished you all a Merry Christmas or Happy New Year. I apologize I never gave you your gift. It was busy this year and hard to figure out what to write.