how long will it last?

diary lV - Vlll

☆ 070823

first exam day sem 1.. fucking hot sia.. eh boy what happen to me.. I don't want to open my heart fully for you.. but I won't closed the door for you.

☆ 110823

after fardhu ain.. I went ba to study some geography.. i sat on Adam fakhri's table to change my phone then suddenly I felt someone watching me from behind so I slowly peaking afraid Adam fakri yang Kat belakang aku. but then I noticed shafi'ul baasith was behind me. I was shocked af seeing him.. did he really just checked me???

☆ 010923

this is one of the night where I misses you so much... I couldn't endure how much things hurt that everything is about you .. I can't let things go.. I loved you too much.. it was I my fault.. I couldn't help but cried.. I love you shaf.. I love you as a girl to a boy.. goodnight sayang
- I don't wanna be okay without you

☆120923

fuck fuck fuck... aku rindu kau sial..knp kau kene conjunctivitis sial.. dah berapa Hari aku tak nampak muka kauuuu huhuhuu... aku  nak cari sapa bodo Kat surau fuck la kau ... Hari hari aku rindu kau sayang.

☆140923

aku tak nak move on.. aku nak suka kau, aku nak sayang kau,aku nak panggil kau sayang, aku nak kau, kau shafiul baasith.. you and only you... I can't surrender no more
- satu shaf dibelakangku