how long will it last?

diary XVl - XlX

☆191023

shaf... what happened... the way your eyes shine when you spoke to be after sejarah paper... the way you listen to me.. the way you told me about soya... why do you keep giving me mix feelings... i thought you hated me... why did you act like nothing ever happen.. why do you making me keep everything alone.. why do you keep making me questioning myself???.. why were you once be the shaf I once fall for... why again... why... only if the "why" would have their answers... it won't be hurt this much...
what about syaheen.. why do everytime I'm with you I only have one crush and it's you... kenapa kau asyik perasan aku suka kau sayang... please... be free from my mind...

- "It hurts to be something, it worse to be nothing with you " ( promise )

☆221023

astaghfirullahalazim.. shafiul baasith handsome Nye kau comel Nye kau rasa nak nikah sekarang jugak ngan kau... muah muah... aku suka kau... hihihi ya allah kau tengok la story aku ya allah comel Nye kauuuu. aku sayang kau hihihi

☆261023

sedihnye weh.. aku amik gambar ngan shaf tadi tapi kenapa die mcm avoid aku... die Tau ke Aku suka die lagi... mcm mana ni sampai mampos pun aku tak kawan ngan die... kenapa aku suka die seh..

☆271023

sayang, harini Kali kedua aku pegi dinner... but somehow Kali ni tak mcm sebelum ni... before this I always search for you... tengok kau makan.. planning to take picture with you..
sekarang, I didn't see you the way I used too.. tahun ni kau handsome, kemas but somehow aku tak pandang kau... aku terpandang someone but he didn't caught my interest.. it wasn't how it used to be...
- it will rain