how long will it last?

diary XXXll

☆221223

8 more days

I made a spotify playlist for you. I'll list all the songs that were in the playlist with my fav lyrics of it. there's a few songs that didn't even had specific lyric for you so I'll just put the song title okeh!! ps: it's so cringe but take it as an effort from me??.. aku buat untuk content buku je lmao.

1. light - wave to earth
   : you're my sea, you're my sunshine
    the star, the moon.

(the highlight was the star because he's my star)

2. calla - wave to earth
   : l. the whole world is getting filled with your                   scent.      
        hope this moment is not a daydream.
   : ll. if you don't have enough sunlight
         I'll blow the clouds away, Calla

( first time aku dengar lagu ni time tulis ☆230723 dkt playlist nia leal. )

3.  perfect time - sweet the kid

4. love songs - kaash Paige

5. bunga di telinga - noh salleh
    : menunggu hadirmu yang santun
      ku terpaku

( bro you looked majestic when you put flower behind your ear.. bunga raya, melur apa apa jela semua tu pasal kau.)

6.  truth untold - BTS

( lagu ni dulu untuk kau, I once read about article pasal lagu ni :hideous person loving someone he could never get)

7.  seasons- wave to earth
     : I can't be your love
       cause I'm afraid I'll ruin your life.

8.  I love you - Billie Eilish
     : you didn't mean to say "I love you"

( time f2 kau selalu ckp I love you / aku sayang kau as a friend kat aku.. sometimes kau tak cakap pun as a friend.. aku catch feeling la sbb tu )

9.  everything - the black skirts

10. cruel summer
       : "I love you" ain't that the worst thing you ever heard

( y'all know why)

11. like I need you - keshi
     : but you don't need me like I need you

12. let you break my heart again - laufey
   

13. double take - Dhruv

14. it will rain - Bruno Mars
     : cause there'll be no sunlight
       if I lose you baby
       there'll be no clear skies
       if I lose you baby

15.  have me again - Rocco
       : you found your way back to my mind, I hate it

(lagu ni desperate gila gamon dia aku suka)

16.  invitation - junny

17.  satu shaf dibelakangku - arvian dwi

18.  untuk mencintaimu - seventeen
       : apa yang harus aku lakukan
         untuk membuat kau mencintaiku?

19.  pujaanku - masdo

20. tentang bunga - romantic echoes
       : tentang bunga
        selalu mekar mewangi
        menghamparkan sejuta khayalan

21.  inilah jalannya - masdo

22.  angin kencang - noh salleh
       : l.  tidur malamku mimpi indah ingat kamu
             ku merindui kamu
         ll. dan namun kau sentiasa dihatiku
             menuai senyumanmu
         lll. biarpun kusedar kau kian jauh
              tinggalkan aku yang rapuh

23.  this side of paradise -  coyote theory

( lagu first aku dengar lepas kau accept confession aku + kat phone lama deena)

24.  promise - laufey
       : l. it hurts to be something
            it worse to be nothing with you
        ll. I've done the math
            there's no solution
           we'll never last
       lll. why can't I let go of this?

( aku selalu nyanyi ver aku : "how can I let go of you")

25.  my love mine all mine - mitski

26.  pano - Zack tabbudlo
        : pa'no naman ako? nahulog na sa'yo
          how about me? who already fell for you

( one time aku nyanyi depan shaf and dia sambung lagu ni... lmao lagu ni untuk dia)

27.  red love - dream, ivory

( lagu aku post shaf pakai baju melayu merah Kat story)

28.  M - anil emre daldal
       : l. Hayallerim yalnız senin için
            My dreams are only for you
        ll. Seni bulamamışken ben kayboluyorum
            I'm lost when I can't find you
        lll. N'olur geri dön, sevgilim
             Please come back, my darling

( you will forever be my sevgilim )

29.  K - cigarettes after sex
       : think I like you best when you're just with      me and no one else

30.  try again - jaehyun

31.  Lilly of the valley - Daniel

32.  I wanna be yours - arctic monkeys

33.  sunsetz - cigarettes after sex

34.  sweet - cigarettes after sex
       : but it's always your eyes that pull me under

35.  apocalypse - cigarettes after sex

( lagu ni aku pernah bukak time aku dengan shaf duduk berdepan berdua Kat kelas tunggu pbsm..)

36.  stop waiting - cigarettes after sex

( you don't know how much it's hurt just to write something about this song.. who knows Kita akan ada gambar berdua dengan lagu ni.. nahh bro dengan lagu ni je aku dah nangis.. even tajuk pun kata stop waiting.. but I can't.. I can't stop waiting for him.. I can't do anything so that he liked me back.. all I can do is wait till this feelings to be gone by itself. )

37. cry - cigarettes after sex