It's Complicated

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Kyra's POV
Friday, October 01
5:10 a.m.

"Where the hell are you going with 3 bags?" Na-sean asks as I struggle to bring my bags to his car.

Weh him mean? Mi need all a dem sumn yah.

He jumps out to help me put them inside of the trunk.

"We're only staying for two days, you really don't need that much stuff." he mumbles, putting my largest suitcase in his trunk first.

I roll my eyes and ignore him, before pulling my phone from my pocket.

I need to text Paige and remind her that she's supposed to pick us up from the airport.

After thinking about it for a while, I decided to just go to Jamaica for the weekend, mainly to visit my mom.

I did go to Jamaica last year but no one knew and I spent two days but after that trip I haven't returned.

Until now.

Now Paige knows and I'm 100% sure she's going to tell Saheed, who's definitely going to tell his best friend.

Even though Jay and I's break up was mutual, after I left his house that day I cut off contact with him.

I blocked him and changed my number before I left Jamaica. And every time Paige told me he asked for me I dismissed it.

It's not that I don't want to be with him.

It's just that....

I don't know.

So now I'm sure he hates me for ignoring him and to be quite honest I'll admit that I was wrong for doing that.

I'm in the wrong for ignoring him for three whole years.

Hopefully we don't run into each other in Jamaica, and if we do then I'm definitely gonna avoid him.

I'm already embarrassed that I ignored him, I really don't wanna hear him call me out about it.

"KY." Na-sean snaps his fingers, bringing me from my thoughts.

I exhale before looking up at him.

"Yeah?"

"I'm ready." he responds before walking to the driver's side.