2023 Dec. KAF : I'M HURT

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by Eyes9623

by Eyes9623

DECEMBER 25,2023

Joji - DIE FOR YOU

The thing is I would die for you but you won't even do the same thing for me.

You know damn well that for you I would ruin myself a little more if you ask me too. I would literally do anything for you.

I am in deep pain, for almost 4 years for surpressing what I felt for you. And I'll admit, I'm hurt everytime you turn your back on me.

Crying without voice, I felt a lump on my throat. I can't speak nor can make a sound. I am deeply muted, feeling the edges of my emotions consciously burning through the darkness of this room; I'm hurt.

I remember that time when you celebrate your birthday with me back 2022, I thought I was special. That time I was so happy, but then looking back, I feel so sad I'm literally crying because I know it won't happen again.

I feel so lonely, I wish you could see that.