2021 Oct. KAF : STORY NOTE

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by Eyes9623

by Eyes9623

OCTOBER 3,2021

JUST 18

Its 11:18 pm in the evening and all I can think of is you. You keep staying on my mind rent free. Should I claim that I'm in love with you? Or should I just call it affection. But your smile kept repeating on my mind, how it wide'n when you saw me. How your touch is so sincere. How your hug felt like home, warmth and tenderness i fell for you. Those sweet and calm gaze. I never forget the way you stare. I never regret meeting you. Your the first person who made me feel like I am the most beautiful girl in your eyes. You never failed to make me happy and make me smile from ear to ear. At some point I just can't believe that it's you that person I want to be with facing future imagery.

Yes I'm just 18, but I have plans for the future and your apart of that. After I finish college I'm 21, I'll seek for jobs. After having a job and getting accepted, I'll enjoy my life 1 year ahead. Then when I turn 23, I'll find you. I hope that when that day come, you're completely single and available to be my boyfriend for 2 years.

You know why 2 years? Because after two years we'll get engage, or maybe I'll be married when I turn 29 and you're the groom.

Falling in love is easy, but finding stability consistency, care, understand, trust and pure love is hard.

I met you when I was 15, grade 9 student and a classroom vice president. Until now, 3 years had pass and I'm still here with you. Holding on tight to you.

Do you know that I have a guts when it comes to you? It was like a prediction. I can sense if something is wrong with you, if your okay or not. It's like a special connection between the two of us.

There's this one time that I was having dinner alone and then while eating I choke myself facing the screen of my phone and suddenly his name appeared on the screen, he message me.

I ask him, " have you been thinking of me lately?".
And then he said, " Yes, how did you know?".

I was in total shock because I was about to die on that food, choke my throat and yet felt butterflies inside my stomach.

Psychology said, when your at the age of 16, their is a chance that you meet 81% people that will be with you in the future and I think it's true.

It's true for me because he is still here with me.