2024 Jun. KAF : What I've Been Through

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by Eyes9623

by Eyes9623

June 29,2024
7:11 am

What I've Been Through

What hurts me is that I accepted you for who you were.

Which means includes lowering my standards when I knew I deserve better than this;

tolerating more than I ever had even it means cheating on your girlfriend;

doing anything you ask me even in expense of my freedom and power because I know I couldn't say no to you;

I lower myself respect just to meet your needs.

Don't you ever manipulate me into thinking it's my fault we fell apart.

I did nothing wrong, all I did was to love you even it means loosing my sanity.

And don't you ever blame me for the things you did.

I trade my happiness for you, I want to be in a relationship too.

You don't get to say and command me for the things you want.

You don't get to say if I'm allowed or not allowed to be inlove with someone else.

You don't get to interrupt my happiness just so you could keep me for yourself.

You don't get to be selfish when you're inlove.

I am not responsible to feel guilty everytime I meet new people just to protect your feelings.

I wanted to be inlove and to be in a serious relationship, not for some dumb situationship who used me and drained me.

Yes, I cherish what we have but are we gonna be like this forever?

I must close this door so I can open new doors for someone who genuinely love me.

Don't you think I deserve to be happy?

Please let me go!

,Eyes