LAST JUNE TO YOU

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*PRESENT DAY: 15th December, 2023*

*BACK TO THE PREVIOUS: June 1st, 2023*

Dear Reader,

I found myself reminiscing about someone on the 1st of June. LR, if you're reading what Ann Appi wrote about June, I'm certain you'll recognize it's about you, and every word holds truth. In the past, thoughts of you filled not just late nights in the middle of June but nearly every hour throughout the entire month. I despised the fact that I couldn't hurt you, even though I truly desired to. The reason being, I didn't want to become like you, and I had a feeling you'd quickly understand too. I neither hate nor love you because granting you such importance would only feed your ego.

On the first day of June, 2023, I made a firm decision to erase you from my thoughts, along with everything that transpired between us, be it before or after school. I resolved to forget everything that led me to believe I could love you. Every individual deserves love, and on that day, I sincerely hoped you'd find genuine love too—someone capable of loving you unconditionally, even when you cause hurt; someone who'd still choose you. You couldn't fulfill my dreams, so please, don't become a nightmare for her.

Dear Reader, on the 1st of June, 2023, I chose to move on from my one-sided affection.

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