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Dear Reader,
On the 2nd of June, 2023, the room felt empty, and I could only sense the air that surrounded me. The only audible sound was the result of the friction between the roads and the tires of passing vehicles. My mind turned into a mirror, reflecting on things that were never certainties. For the first time in a long while, I pondered not just about the month but also about what the remainder of the year held in store for me. I didn't want my best moments to remain as mere dreams, far removed from reality. I yearned to let go of old wounds, to heal from every scratch and bruise.
I envisioned numerous scenarios, yet I desired to live beyond mere imagination. I yearned to witness a field of dandelions and make numerous wishes. I longed for my feet to feel the texture of the beach sand, to hear the melodies of the sea and witness the harmonious movement of the waves. I craved the soothing breeze carrying the fragrance of flowers. I wished to savor delicious meals and relish American iced tea.
"What would it feel like to be more than just happy? What would it mean to experience more than peace?" These were the questions repeatedly swirling in my mind on the morning of June 2nd, 2023.
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