*PRESENT DAY: 23rd December, 2023*
*BACK TO THE PREVIOUS: September 1st, 2023*
Dear Reader,
On the first morning of September, I wished I could return to my younger days because days grew lonelier as I aged. I yearned to revisit old chapters because I cherished the innocence of my character. I was carefree and much smaller, but as I progressed through more chapters, I grew more cautious.
I used to be much louder, and my voice was a lot tinier. However, with each new chapter, I became quieter, and my voice hasn't yet deepened. There were zero burdens, and my heart was as light as a feather, but as time passed, it grew heavier and heavier. Back then, I didn't care if he liked me or loved her. What did I know about love? I hadn't even heard about it from my mum and dad. But as I matured, I found myself envious of her because I liked him, yet he loved her.
With age, I became more abstract, and now the only colors in my life are black and white. I miss the chapters filled with much brighter colors. I used to believe the words of family and even strangers, but as I matured, we became liars.
Dear Reader, on the 1st of September, 2023, I wished I could relive those old chapters.
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