Yaarana

Chap 32- Heartbroken/ Biggest fight of Arylie life

Imlie felt worthless throughout the party, Aryan could notice it. He tried as much to show her off proudly but she didnt get same response from her. Imlie was self conscious, so many beautiful ladies some eyeing her husband with lust and then looking towards Imlie with disgust. As if she got lucky, as if she looked like a forced wife- a business deal maybe but the reality was far away.

She excused herself and went to the food counter. She quickly filled her plate started to eat. She didnt even think or look what she is eating. She was stress eating which was evident. Some ladies few men around the counter were gossiping.

"Mr Singh wife cant control, look at the way she is eating"
"Bichara, i wonder bed pe kaise sambhal ta hoga, she must crush him under him" One older lady laughed
"Ssh, maybe she heard us"the other said
"What if she did, its fact. Seems like businessdeal but i never seen her before , so no maybe not business. Seems sometbing else. Who knows Mr Singh might be experimenting"
"Oh god Natashaa hahahaha, experiment?"
"You trying all women of shapes and size maybe we can try too"

Imlie wanted to beat the ladies with her heels, she wanted to be old Imlie when she was kid with no worries and 100 percent confidence. But she wasnt the same, she stood there hating herself. She put the plate in trash, and ran outside. She was feeling suffocated, she went away from the building. She went to side of road, and started to vomit by forcing herself, her eyes were swollen as her tears wouldnt stop.

She pulled her hair, " I dont deserve him, pyaar pyaar karti thi, nai dekh paa rahi thi par ab I regret! I regret falling in love because am not worth it Aru. All these people are right, look at you and look at your wife." She talking to herself when suddenly a hand turned her around.

It was Aryan he was pissed, his eyes were red .
Imlie started " I am sorry, I shouldnt have come. Everybody is laughing at me. Sorry am not worth it. Please Please for you, your reputation —- I am big am fat am not for you" She kept her hand on hi chest "Tum na Tum na" she took breath
"Divorce dedo, i was living in dream world but reality is something else"

"BUS ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!! I HAD WARNED YOU NOT TO FORCE VOMIT YET YOU DID. I TOLD YOU EVERY WHICH WAY NO MATTER HOW ANGRY I WAS THAT I LOVE THE WAY YOU ARE!!IT FUCKING NEVER MATTTERED TO ME. IT ONLY MATTERED TO YOU !! YOU ARE SELFISH IMLIE YOU ARE COWARD!! "

"I KNOW YOU LOVE ME, BUT IT DOESNT CHANGE THE FACT EVERYWHERE , ANY PARTIES, MEDIA WILL KEEP REMINDING YOU THAT YOUR WIFE IS NOT AS PER THE NORM! SAB HASTE HAI ARU!! I CAN BEAR IT BUT YOUR REPUTATION,PEOPLE SAYING THINGS ABOUT YOU I CANNOT!"

"YOU ARE BLOODY IDIOT! KAISI BEST FRIEND HO ITNE SAALO SE NAI JANA? Your rui dont care about the world?! Never did?!!! YOU KNOW WHAT I WANTED TO GET YOU OUT OF THIS MESS, I WANTED TO MAKE YOU FEEL YOU AGAIN!! BUT YOU ARE RIGHT YOU ARE NOT WORHT IT. YOU DONT DESERVE ME IMLIE SHAH! FUCK ME FOR TRYING! AFTER TODAY YOU DONT TALK TO ME GOT IT? MAR GAYA ARU! YOU CAN STAY IN MANSION YOU STAY FARMHOUSE YOUR WISH! I WONT COME NEAR YOU I WONT TOUCH YOU! KEEP FEELING SHITTY ABOUT YOURSELF KEEP VICTIMIZING YOURSELF BECAUSE ARYAN SINGH LOVED HIS IMLIE WHO WAS CONFIDENT, MUHFAT AND FUN. You? I dont know you so lets maintain the distance. Meri kittu se bhi door rehna." he said that glared at her last time and left.

Imlie felt her hearbeat stopped, as if someone taking her life away as he walked away. Imlie sat there, numb bawling . She looked again from where Aryan went, he was gone , she couldnt understand anything right now.
She felt the love, she felt how much effort he had been making but she? She was busy victimizing herself. She said easily that he should divorce her but can she really let him go? She wanted to lock him room and tell him how much she loves him she loves more than her life. She wants to kiss him senseless, she wanted to show him. But alas, she is coward she kept her head between her two legs and kept crying. Aryan was in the car, he wa a broken man. He failed , he banged his hand on steering wheel couple times, his eyes were filled with tears but he didnt let them out.

He drove away after giving instructions to one his guard who was near where Imlie was. The guard had just make sure Imlie is safe. After some time she got up and called a cab..

She went to farmhouse, she really wanted to apologize, she wanted to start aftesh. She went to their bedroom, as soon Aryan saw her he got up grabbed his pillow and blanket and left.

She couldnt even stop him,  she needed a reality check and today she felt she was slapped with one. Reality of their relationship, reality that their love is pure and that she is trying to ruin herself. She is the biggest idiot.