shifting realities

Y'ALL THIS IS SO HARRRRD

broskis istg sharing a room with four other people is so freaking sucky every time i decide to try to shift at night MY FVCKIN SIBLINGS ARE UP TIL LIKE MIDNIGHT AND I JUST GET TOO TIRED ASODIEINFIUHEODF

ALSO whenever i try during the day it's either a bajillion fvckin people going in and out of my room (cuz yk ig we're the fvckin traveler's hub now or some sh!t) or my sis wanting to use the laptop while i listen to subs and try to shift. AND LIKE NOTHIN AGAINST MY SIS I LOVE HER AND SHE'S SO RESPECTFUL THAT I WANNA SHIFT BUT she puts her feet on my bed sometimes and it disturbs me ): y'all i just wanna see jin ling and sizhui even if i could just shift for one hour i'd be so happy and I ALSO realized yesterday that i probably have already shifted but didnt open my eyes in time bc i thought i didnt shift yet and then ended up shifting back hjsffafoehheifu UGH IM SO AGGRAVATED!!!

anyway now that i've blown off my steam i feel a lot better lmaoo

i'm now waiting for a sunny day so i can charge up my crystals, in the meantime i will probably be working on making a sub so powerful that my wimpy little mind will be scared NOT to shift :D

(oh yeah btw yall i have a sub shop now so if you want a sub for a specific purpose, literally anything, head on over to my profile and check it out!)

Anyway dont let my little angry rant demotivate you, i'm just being whiny lmao. shifting is only hard if you view it as such, it's actually really easy if you have the right mindset. ANYWAY everyone will shift all of you reading this who want to shift, YOU WILL SHIFT! BELIEVE IN YOURSELVES! and tell me all about your DRs and shifting stories once you make it! idc if it's in a day or a decade, make sure to come back and tell me all about it! I BELIEVE IN YOU GUYS SO KEEP TRYING, REMEMBER TO TAKE BREAKS FOR YOUR HEALTH BUT DON'T GIVE UP!