so a couple nights ago i was really excited cuz i might be able to get special edition vol 5 of Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation which is my favorite book series. then i had this thought i was like 'whatever imma try to shift there' and istg yall i got so damn close to shifting! unfortunately though i fell asleep ;-;
tried again the next night and made specific preparations--scripted, listened to subliminals, and looked at lots of mdzs-related content and read some of the novels themselves. when i went to bed i started trying to shift.
i. was. so. goshdarn close.
i could literally almost FEEL that i was in my dr. i was that freaking close, it was like my surroundings were starting to fade away and change shape, my body felt like it was half-gone and the rest was all tingly and floaty feeling, and i SWORE i was going to shift.
and then my roommate rolled over in their bed which is right above mine, and rolled over very loudly. at first i wasnt disturbed but it was a surprisingly long roll and i ended up losing focus from the noise bc it made me feel more grounded in this reality.
anyway im gonna keep trying since this has given me motivation again but yeh. that sucked.
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shifting realities
Non-Fictionthis is basically a scrapped-together journal with my experience on shifting (which isn't much)
