shifting realities

so im still alive and still here

i havent updated this in months lolz but here's some things that happened. . .

-had two (i think?? or maybe it was three lol) more lds but couldn't stabilize them in time (BUT i have had a few dreams where i dreamed i was lucid and attempted to shift so at least ik i wont get distracted when i do have a stable ld)

-had this weird experience where i was legit abt to shift but i got scared cuz i had a scary dream right beforehand

-got in touch with my dr s/os higher selves

i haven't been doing active attempts much since im trying to do the ld method but i might try some other methods soon, i also need to remember to dream journal again cuz i keep forgetting lmao

i'm also working on my books a lot lately so i have been more focused on daydreaming abt them than my dr lol

anyway ill drop some more updates when i remember haha, see u guys next time (or maybe not if i finally frickin shift)