I have been a fool. I took advantage of the girl and left her in some state in that brothel. I never intended to go that far. I just wanted her to see the pleasure.
I should not have done that. I should not have left her. That was wrong and evil even for me. Gods, she will hate me now. I am a fucking fool.
I do not think she will ever forgive me of the sins I have committed against her. I wanted her so bad. I did not think she wanted the same.
I was wrong.
Her want for me was to strong. I couldn't resist my desire when she pulled at me that way. I am surprised I could walk away. She was everything I wanted. Everything I need for.
Gods I am a fool. Now Viserys thinks I ruined her and again sends me away. She will think of me as a tease. As Viserys does. She will think I set her up to leave her a mess.
I truly want for her. Heir or not. Why can't Viserys see that? Why can't he know I am true to my word. I want Rhaenyra. I take her as she is. Even if he gives the throne to Aegon. Even if he banishes us to Essos. I want her.
I will take care of my wife then I will steal her away from here and make her mine. It will be done. He cannot stop me.
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The Journal of Daemon Targaryen (A House of the Dragon Fanfiction)
Fiksi PenggemarA telling of the personal Journals of Daemon Targaryen. Begining in the year 114 AC, these are the private thoughts of Daemon Targaryen. Here are some snips: "She stormed into the throne room with a sence of porpose and maturity. She is a spitting...
