Dear Future Me

Thursday, October 31

Thank goodness we don't have school on Friday due to parent-teacher conferences. But it also meant I had to babysit Brianna

Today Brianna had her ballet show and of course she had to be the most extra with a all pink glittery outfit and bow.

It was post to be a group performance but other would have thought it was Brianna and her "BACKUP DANCERS"

Even Mackenzie sister Amanda couldn't steal the show.

As Amanda awkwardly danced in the background.

My sister even got a bouquet of flowers how can she be so liked vs ME?!

You would think Brianna and Amanda was switched at birth.

Afterwards I decide to put on my Flapper outfit, finish my hair and makeup and was ready for the dance with Brandon.

My mom dropped me off and even though it had just started, the room was already packed with people. The decorations and food look amazing!

Most of the CCO glared and whispered.

Both Jenny and Chloé were up front helping Violet with the music

Violet was onstage rocking the party with some tunes by Blackpink! I think she was post to be a clown.

I recently gotten to know her and even though she's in a world of her own. I can already tell she already part of the group.

I couldn't wait to see Brandon, when I finally spotted him I couldn't help but stare.

I think he was surprised by my costume because he blinked a few times before rubbing his neck and looking away.

It wasn't until I said "Hi, Brandon" that he finally looked back.

He brushed his bangs out of his eyes, smiled and offered me a seat.

"Wow Nikki, you look I mean. Your costume looks amazing."

"Thanks Brandon, your costume totally suits you"

"So. . . . would you like to dance?"

"Sure" I said excitedly

Thank for it was a fast song

I was so nervous

Not only that but I was afraid I step on his foot and embarrassed myself.

Brandon looked more relaxed than me and he was cracking jokes the entire time which did ease the situation.

We we're having so much fun

Jenny and Chloé finally headed in our direction, they been talking with Violet the whole time so I didn't get a change to talk to them.

I decided to invite them over to our table.

Jenny and Chloé seemed to get along with talking to Brandon and it didn't feel too awkward.

Brandon said it was fine and the three of us headed to the dance floor.

As we fan girl about my dance with Brandon.

We had a blast dancing!

But I was starting to get a little tired so I decided to sit down for awhile.

"Hey! You're back"

"Did you enjoy dancing with them" his smile could lit up the entire room, I just smiled and nod.

Chloé and Jenny decided to get desert so it was just us.

But Brandon never made it awkward m

I felt like I had butterflies in my stomach I still couldn't believe it.

IT FELT LiKE A DREAM!

I thought the the night would never END

But this won't be the last Halloween dance.

Next year I'm definitely gonna be the one who asks Brandon first.

I HOPE. . . . . .