Joseph's Journal

April 26, 2015 Friday

6:30 a.m. -

*Buzz, buzz* 

My alarm clock rang throughout my ears. I kept my eye's closed and slowly waved my arm in the air until I found the snooze button on my alarm clock. Once I turned the snooze button on I got up and started undressing to take a shower. I walk to the bathroom once I'm partially undressed. All I had on was my pink bra and underwear. Once I made it the the shower door I opened the door and turned the shower on. After the shower was on I completely undressed. I was now in my shower with my chin to my chest, I just stood there like a zombie. My long purple hair laid perfectly down my back. I looked up to grab my shampoo, I uncapped the container and put a small dab of shampoo in my hand. I stand there looking at the shampoo in my hand. I slowly stand rubbing my hands together and put my hands on my hair and rub the shampoo in my hair. My chin goes back to resting on my chin. I stand there and slowly start falling to the shower floor. I just sit there with my back to the shower wall. I sit there and reach my hand up and turn the shower off. Once I'm back on my feet I get out of the shower, grab a towel and dry myself off. I look into the mirror and see my green eyes light up more then all my other imperfect features. I grab my blow dryer and dry off my hair and style it. Once I'm done fixing my hair I go back to my bedroom with my towel wrapped around my chest. I walk to my closet and I try to find something to wear. 

I sigh to myself. I look through my closet and pick out a black t-shirt and a basic pair of dark blue jeans. I go to my dresser and picked out a bra and underwear, I  put them on. 

*Buzz buzz*

The alarm clock rang again. I look over at my end table and walk over to it. I turn my alarm all the way off, I look over and grab my phone. 

"No texts back, of course" I whisper to myself. I walk back to put on my t-shirt and jeans, once I'm done I walk to my bedroom door and start for the stairs. I look down the long stair case and then to the railing. I jump on and slide down the stair case railing.

"Austin you can't be doing that. You can get injured" yelled my step mom Katrina from the kitchen.

"Whatever Katrina, were is my book bag?" I ask under my breath. I hated my Katrina. She is such a bitch to me. I'm and only child and I get treated like just a dog. 

"Stop with that attitude missy" she tells me.

I roll my eyes and go to find my book bag. I looked all over the place and never could find it. After I never found my book bag, I went to the closet and grabbed my new sneakers. I forgot to put on socks so I just put on my shoes without socks.

"Austin it's time to go catch the bus" yelled Katrina. 

Glad I was right next to the door, I opened the door and went running leaving my book bag at home. I looked down at my fast feet and then looked back up to see all the other kids in the neighborhood that go on my bus. I ran as fast as possible. I finally made it to the bus stop and saw Ashley. Ashley has been my best friend since I moved here from Pocatello ID. 

"Hey Austin" She said to me

"Hey Ashley, how was your Thursday" I asked her politely, but before she had a chance to answer me back the bus had shown up.

As the bus driver slowly opened the door everyone rushed onto the bus. I was the last person on so I had to sit with some one I didn't know. I sat with some little 5th grader named Susie. I didn't really care about her until I realized that I didn't have my phone or headphones. This is when being 15 sucks. Nothing to block life out with. So I sat there like an idiot looking out the window. The bus finally got to the high school, and I was the first person off the bus. I walked to my locker and grabbed my iPod and extra headphones. My best friend Gabby rode my bus too, but she isn't important right now. So once I had my iPod turned on with the headphones plugged in, I immediately turned on the song "Ghost" By Halsey. I stood in front of my locker with my chin to my chest again. I was then suddenly tapped on the shoulder by Gabby.

"Oh, Hi Gabby" I say with my headphones still in my ears.

"Where you crying?" she asks me.

I stay silent. She realizes I don't want to talk and she walks away. I look over and see my friends Cole and Luke looking at me. I see them speaking, but I don't know what the're saying because I'm to far away. I then see Cole start walking up to me. I turn my back to him and just let him try and get me to turn around.

"There's a new kid we want you to try and talk to" He tells me. I turn around and face him, he points at the new kid.

"That's the kid from gym, I think his names Joseph" I respond and roll my eyes.

"Well go try talk to him then" He tells me and then walks away back to Luke. 

He walks slowly and before I knew it he was gone. So I walked over to the new kid to see who he was and where he came from. I walk over and start to talk to him.

"Hi, I'm Austin Hart" I say and put my arm out to shake hands. He refuses.

"Hi Austin, I'm Joseph Rainey" He tells me while giving me slightly giving eye contact. Damn where his eyes handsome to. Their like a sky blue. 

"Well where did ya come from Joseph" I ask and finally put my hand down.

He ignore's me and walks away. He doesn't even look back. I look over and see Luke and Cole crack up laughing, laughing so hard their on the floor. I walk back to my locker feeling bad about what I did. 

The school bell finally rang and I headed to go change for gym class. I grab my things out of my locker and put my iPod and headphones away. I walk to the women's changing room. I go to a small corner and strip off all my clothes but my blue and white bra and underwear. I grab out my gym shorts and my gym t-shirt. I put on my shorts and t-shirt then grab out my axe spray and put it on. Once I was changed I set down my gym bag and ran out to the court room. I start running my laps and see the new kid Joseph. My green eyes stay focused on my feet. The gym teacher blows the whistle for us to go to your spot. I sat down and the teacher was going around collecting our laps we ran/walked. It got to Joseph and he only walked 10 laps. After the class was over it was now math for me, and of course Joseph is in that class too. I ignored him and let the day go by until lunch. It was now finally lunch break and I was in line to get my food. Yummy jello on the side. I grabbed a fork and walked to my table were all my friends are. I sit down and look in front of me and see Joseph. 

"So your gonna sit there?" I ask Joseph with a stern voice. 

"Yea, the jocks don't got enough room for me to sit" his head hangs low and he sits poking his food with his fork.

"Sorry, well your more then welcome to sit here, and where did ya come from. Because you don't look like you came from around here" I ask him nicely. He looks up and I see his sky blue eyes again. I blush, My boyfriend Kyle looks at me and get's mad.

"Well, I'm from Evanston Wyoming. What's with the blushing too" he tells me and before I mess up the rest of the day I stand up and walk away. 

I dump my food in the garbage and walk outside for the rest of lunch break. My purple hair flows down chest as my chin rests on my chest as well. I had my iPod and headphones in my front pocket so I grab them and start to listen to music. I turn on the same song from earlier. I turn the music on full blast and I start to lip sing to it. I pull my head up off my chest and look up. I see Joseph in front of me. I stop as soon as possible. He looks at me.

"Why did you blush" he asks me I just push him out of my way and keep walking.

I walked out into my school field and lay in the grass, the cold wet grass. My tears flowing so sadly down my cheeks. The day finally ended and I rode the bus home, not talking to anyone in my sight. Once i was home I walked upstairs and lay in my bed. I laid in bed thinking about Joseph. He was actually pretty damn cute. He had these perfect blue eye's and he had light brown hair. He was perfect, and I never use that word.