Joseph's Journal

May 10 2015, friday

5:10 a.m.

I for some reason woke up really early. I woke up in the back seat with Joseph on the floor of the back seat area. I didn't realize ti'll I fell on top of him. I heard him grunt.

"Whoa, Austin. Ouchie" He said as he cracked up laughing. I figured a way off him and got into the drivers seat.

"Awe I hurt him..." I say with a chuckle afterwards.

I turn on the truck and totally forget about the spare tire on top. I get out and put the tire back in the back of the truck. I get back in and Joseph had gotten himself arranged, he was now in the passenger seat. I got in and got a nice smooch. I started the truck and started out. We had 2K in the back seat and we have nothing to do with it. I drive to the Taco Time and get some morning taco's.

"So what did happen the day before the accident?" I ask Joseph.

"Wait you don't remember?"

"No, I was hungover"

"Oh, well you did drink a lot. Well I drove to Evanston because sooner or later someone was gonna find us in Provo. So after we got to Evanston I got a hotel and a bunch of my school buddies came and hung out. Before I knew it you we're running around naked with sharpie on your body. So I got a bunch of stuff and helped get it off while you drank even more"

"Well what about how you got naked?"

"Oh well you actually took my clothes off while I was getting the sharpie off"

"Oh okay"

"Well anything else?"

"What happened before the accident, I can't remember"

"Well, I came and I slapped you. Which I'm so very sorry, then you ran outside jumped in the ford and started driving really fast, I tried chasing after you but Sage got into his Honda and drove after you, then there was a stop sign you started to slow down but it wasn't enough because there was drunk driver going real fast and he hit you, the guy died by flying out of the car, and well you broke your wrist and screwed up your neck. You went flying outta the car to. But landed in someone's yard, You also cut open a couple spots but that's not very bad right" He sighs "Does that make sense"

"Yea" I stop the car in the middle of the road.

"Change spots with-" Before I could finish I opened the door and barfed. Thanks Mr. Hangover...

He got out and told people to go around us. I finally got out and walked to the other side. He got in and we drove to an empty parking lot. I got out and just laid the back of my head against the front tire. I didn't barf thank god.

"Hey you okay" He asks me while he walks around the truck to me.

"Yea, it's just the stupid hangover getting to me" I say. He looks at me and chuckles.

"Maybe you shouldn't drink missy" He says with a snicker.

"Thanks for the advice, but I think I've learned not to drink again"

"Yea, don't drink" He tells me as he sits down next to me.

I snuggle up to him and he pulls me to him, he kisses my forehead and he tightens around me.

"Thank you" I say so quietly, It had a whisp of my breath.

"For what" He says back to me.

"Everything, everything you've done for me"

"Well then, your'e welcome. I haven't done much though"

"I know, but before you came along I was always so lonely and sad" I sigh. "Now I'm not"

"That's good, it sucks being lonely" He replies to me. I look at him and get up.

"Well, we should go" I stand up and get back in the truck.

"Okay" He says and walks back to the passenger side and gets in.

"I love you" I say as I sit looking at him.

"I love you too"

"I know" I say with a smirk. I lean in and we kiss.

This kiss was long, and good. It was a good kiss. It held so many emotions for some reason. I enjoy our kisses so much. It's like you can get away from the world. The cruel world. Our world is cruel and once you kiss, you get away from it. I love that feeling. That good feeling. That feeling you get when your lips touch the one you love lips. I really do love Joseph, and I hope to spend my life with him. We pull away and I sit there looking into his eyes. His perfect blue eyes. I looked back at the wheel and turn the truck on. I pull out of where we were and left. I drove to the freeway and started to go to Idaho Falls.