Joseph's Journal

May 7, 2015 Wednesday (Part A)

9:30 a.m.

I woke up with Joseph holding me in his arms. I slowly got up trying not to wake him up. I needed to take a shower before we got back on the road to Idaho. I finally got out of bed and ready to take a shower. I got in and washed myself. After I got out I realized Joseph was still asleep. So I grabbed some money and walked to the little arcade nearby the hotel. I got there and I started playing some games. I got hungry so I went and had a slice of cheese pizza. I sat at the booth I had chosen and I heard some one call my name, at least I think. I looked back and saw Joseph. I waved him over here. He swung around the booth and kissed me. I laughed and he sat down in front of me. 

"So you thought you could sneak out" He snickers.

"Of course, I like my quite time" I said back with a smile.

"It's okay I had a feeling you were near by because the car wasn't moved"

"Yea, I was gonna just leave with out you, but I didn't" I say.

"Well, I would figure out that you left, so" 

"Whatever, I would never do that anyways"

"I know you would never do that, You love me and would never leave me"

"For a fact" I say, and get up I grab a few coins and start playing the closest arcade game to me.

 10:15 a.m.

Joseph walked up behind me and hugged me, he held me and I just kept playing my game. That's when he swung me around. He kissed me and once we pulled away he gave me this look and I had this feeling that I had to use the bathroom. So I ran to use the bathroom unknowing Joseph was following me. It was a one toilet bathroom with a lock. He followed me in and pushed me against the wall. He started kissing my neck and I got this weird urge that I had to throw up. I pushed him away and lunged to the toilet. I barfed and he just looked at me. The first thing that ran through my mind was "Oh shit I'm pregnant". I got up from the floor and just stood there. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand. I started to bawl and he came up behind me and held me. 

"It's okay, It's okay" He whispered into my ears.

I just kept crying, he picked me up and I curled my body into his. He took us back to the hotel and went to the gas station about five minutes away. I went and took a shower and brushed my teeth. Once I got out I saw pregnancy tests on the corner table. I looked over at him with my towel still around my waist. I looked back at the tests and grabbed one quickly, and went into the bathroom. I took the test and I couldn't believe my eyes.