Joseph's Journal

April 29, 2015 Monday

7:13 a.m.

"Austin wake up" yelled Katrina from the other side of my bedroom door.

I woke up as soon as possible and realized I had never set my alarm clock last night. I got up and ran to my closet. Whatever shirt or jeans I grabbed would be what I wore. I grabbed a Peach dress shirt and my black jeans. I threw off my night clothes and threw on the clothes I grabbed. I grabbed my phone and headphones, then grabbed a pair of socks from my dresser. I threw my socks aside and decided to wear flats. I ran to my bathroom fixed my hair into a messy bun, before I left the house I grabbed my book bag and grabbed my flats. I opened the door and ran for dear god. I finally made it to my bus stop in time and got my flats on. None of my friends were there but my 'friend' Destiny. I grabbed my phone and headphones out of my pocket and turned on some music. I started playing the same song from Friday, I had been addicted to it. The bus finally came and I blasted the music into my ears. I looked up at the bus driver as i was walking up the steps. I found a empty seat and sat down silently. I looked around and changed the song. The song was now "Hold me down" By Halsey it's one of my favorite songs. After the song was changed I could tell someone was trying to talk to me. I ignored who ever it was. Once time had passed and we were getting off the bus, I walked to my locker with my chin to my chest. I finally got to my locker and I stood there, looking at the ground. I finally unlocked my locker. I put my book bag in my locker then turned down my music a  little, after I was done at my locker I shut the door. I walked around the school and finally Gabby and Ashley showed up. 

"Oh, Hi Austin" Ashley says to me.

"Hi Ash" I say underneath my breath.

"C'mon Austin you can speak up can't you" Gabby tells me. 

"AUSTIN!" I heard my name called from behind me, I turned around and saw Joseph running towards us. 

"What's wrong with him" Gabby said

"Hi Joseph" I yelled back, he just came running.

Once he reached us Kyle showed up and hugged me behind my back. I wasn't happy about it. I didn't really like Kyle but I did. I felt happy sometimes. I tilted my head down. Joseph was now in front of me. Kyle let go of me and tried to turn me around towards him. I didn't move. Joseph then grabbed my chin and tilted my head up. He swooshed my fringe away from my eyes. As soon as he moved my fringe I ran to the restroom. I sat In there for a while just blocking out life. The bell was about to ring and I started to leave. After I was out I looked around to see if anyone I knew was around. I turned and saw Joseph sitting with his back to the wall, and his knees to his chest. I just stood there looking at him. He finally looked up and saw me. 

"Wow, your eyes" He said slowly. He just sat there looking at me.

"What" I said in a quite voice. My throat felt weird because I felt like crying and I was about to break out in tears.

"Your eyes are so... so green" He says and starts standing up.

As I follow his movement I start to breath heavy. He was so handsome as well. I've never been friends with someone like him. I look at him and I start to fall. He grabs me. I go limp and he carries me. He takes me to the school office. 

"Hello, do you need something" the office lady asks us.

"We're signing out we might come back but we don't know" He tells the office lady. 

Joseph starts walking to the doors. The office lady just stares in shock. Once we're outside he sets me in the grass, and starts to sit himself. 

"What's wrong" He asks me in such a kind voice it makes me warm inside.