Joseph's Journal

May 2, 2015 Friday

4:15 a.m.

I woke up in terror, crying my eyes out. I had a terrible dream. I had dream that I lost him. That I lost Joseph. What would I do with out him? I would be torn apart like I was when my Mom passed away. Ever since then I had been ruined, but then I met Joseph. He made it all better, so much better. I love him. I love him a lot. He would never leave me right? I hope not. I finally passed out after listening to music all night.

6:20 a.m.

*Buzz Buzz* 

I heard my alarm clock growl at me. I just lay there thinking about Joseph. My parents found out about me skipping school and we're actually proud of me. I wonder why? I just continued laying in bed. I waved my hand over the top of my alarm clock to try and turn it off. I finally turned it off and I brought my arm back to me. As I continued laying on my bed. I remember having a bad dream last night and I didn't want to go anywhere. I looked over at my phone and grabbed it. I pressed the power button and realized I had gotten a text. A text from Joseph.

*Baby please respond it's very important* he sent me. I looked at the time and it read 4:30 a.m. I lay in my bed looking at my phone. Worried was what was running though my mind.

*I'm sorry I was asleep, is everything okay?* I text back to him. I was so worried.

"Austin are you getting ready?" Yelled my dad from downstairs.

"Um, Dad I don't wanna go to school today" I yell back down, still holding my phone in my hand. With my amazing worried face.

"What? I'm coming upstairs sweetie" My dad yelled back up.

I heard his footsteps coming to my door and I had a tear stream down my face. Something must have happened last night, I had thought.

"Can I come in sweetie?" My dad asked me. With a knock.

"Yea, go ahead daddy" I was so terrified...

My dad walks in and turns on my bedroom light. He looks at me and see's my single tear stream down my face.

"Oh baby doll, Is everything okay" My dad ask's me. I look at him and don't say anything.

He comes up to the end of my bed and sits down. He pushes my legs over and I put my phone down. 

"I'm okay dad, it's just some things about my love life. Okay?" I tell him. He just looks at me.

"Okay well your love life is very important to me" He tells me. I look over at my phone and pick it up. I type in my pass-code and then show him what Joseph texted me last night.

"Oh..." my dad says slowly. After reading his text message

"Yea, If it wasn't that important he would have not texted me that it was important" I say. I just look at my phone and another tear streams down my face. My dad looks at me then he stands up.

"It's gonna be okay baby doll, You don't need to go to school" He tells me with a big smile on his face. He walks over to me and kisses my forehead. Katrina walks in and ask's me a question. She must have heard everything... That bitch.

"I heard everything darling, and I thought since you won't be going to school maybe I could take you shopping for whatever you want!" I look at her and smile. "Is that a yes?" 

"Yes, yes mom!" I talk a little louder. Even though I truly don't give a single fuck.

"Okay then! We will leave in two hours okay" She says, I don't respond I just smile.

"Do you want me to go?" my dad asks.

"No, I wanna spend time with mom" I say and I giggle after.