Our warm bubble

Chapter 1

Before you say it.
I know they're cousins in the series. Blood related and all.
BUT.
IN THIS STORY they are NOT blood related
Gun was adopted.
So it's technically not incest.
And their characters are just too perfect with each other for me to not do this.

Vegas's pov:

I sighed softly and pulled my knees close to my chest, hiding half of my face behind them.

I was sitting on my bed in my bedroom in the safe house.

The room was silent except for the soft sound of the air conditioning.

I was the only one here. Which is obvious.

I glanced at the clock on the wall adjacent to the bed.

8:56 am.

Usually i would be at the main house at this time.

It was that way since the whole coup thing after all.

Porsche was the one who suggested having breakfast together every day.

That included him, Kinn, Thankhun, and me.

He said he wanted both the minor family and major family to work as one.

And Kinn seemed to agree as well.

At least that's what I thought.

I can't say I wasn't happy to be able to have a chance to get even a bit closer to them.

I've never hated them. Even if they think i do.

I've always longed to be closer to them. To be a part of their warm bubble. But i was never allowed to.

And when Porsche proposed the idea of this breakfast, i thought maybe i finally got my chance.

Now, my father won't be there to try and manipulate me into being his spy as well.

But of course, that didn't happen.

I had run late for yesterday's breakfast because i had slept in after a really late mission the night before.

I had heard Khun yelling even before i got to the door.

About how much of a relief it was that I wasn't there. How he won't have to put up an act and hide his indigestion. He went on about how stupid it was to have me over for breakfast when they all hated me anyway. And how they all knew it wasn't going to change no matter how many meals we shared.

Kinn had replied saying that he didn't like it any better but that this way at least they'll be able to keep me in check and ensure I won't try anything against them. If they are able to make me lower my guard around them, I'll be less of a threat to them and they could learn more about my father's deals as well.

I don't know what i was expecting honestly.

I should've known it was like that.

I should've known since the beginning that they didn't agree because they wanted to.

I don't know why i thought it was different. Why i thought maybe they had the same thoughts as me.

I was such an idiot.

I forgot my place and dreamed above my league.

I tightened my arms around my knees and buried my face in them.

Fucking idiot.

Why did you think you would ever get something like that genuinely?
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After that day, i stopped trying.